a great mess ✔️

MW chap.4

I dedicated this to greeceftrichardson
as a thank you for the supports and being an amazing friend with awesome personality
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I woke up with a certain blonde cuddled close to my side, his head resting comfortably on my chest while his arms draped around my waist. I watched him sleeping peacefully, a soft puff or breathe leaving his slightly parted lips.

I ran my hand through his hair, carding it gently so I wouldn't wake him up. But unfortunately, he started to stir and slowly his eyelids fluttering open, revealing a pain of the most beautiful blue eyes I've ever seen.

"Good morning" I whispered out quietly.

"Mornin'"

"How was your sleep?"

"T'was great, I haven't slept like that in so long! How was yours?"

"Mine's good. Haven't had a proper sleep in weeks, but now that I got it, I'm alright" He smiled sadly at me, knowing pretty well the reason behind my lack of sleep. I ruffled his hair, reassuring him that it was okay.

"Do you want some breakfast?"

"Yes, please. I'm starving! You cook?"

"Eh, maybe?"

"For me? Pretty please with a cherry on top, please" He gave me that pleading big blue eyes and I ended up giving in. He smiled in victory, face beaming with happiness.

We walked side by side to the kitchen, our hands intertwined but no words leave our mouth. I reluctantly let his hands go as I need to grab the ingredients and tools. He sat down on the chair, watching me moving around the kitchen.

A simple waffle and bacon will do, I think.
I cooked in silence, occasionally glancing on George for a simple check-up. He flashed me a small smile every time I look at him which made me somewhat grateful. Even though it was a small one, at least it was a genuine one.

I put the plate on the table and took a seat beside him. He flashed me a grateful smile before picking up his cutlery. I cut my waffle into small pieces and start shoving them to my mouth.

"Um, Reece?" I looked up from my breakfast and seeing a very nervous George with his untouched plate.

"Can we talk about last night?"

"Oh, sure, I mean... yeah, we can if you want to"

"So uh..."

"Take your time, it's not like I'll go somewhere anytime soon" I reassured him.

"I... I felt something last night. You know, when we kissed and cuddled until we both eventually fell asleep."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah, I know what that feeling is, but I... I'm still scared."

"You have every right to feel scared. Hell, you got a million reasons to hesitate. I got you, I know how you feel. But darling, the future is better than yesterday"

"I know but... it's not that I doubt you or something, I just... I don't want you to feel like I'm using you as a rebound, you know..." He started to fidget his fingers, which is a habit of him when he's nervous about wanting something.

"I know you won't do such a thing to me."

"I know but..."

"I'll build a house out of the mess and all the broken pieces. I'll make up for all of your tears. I'll give you the best year. You can take your time all you want, but you have to trust me on this. We both knew each other too well and I can tell that you actually want to try it."

"Promise me that those things like Harvey's never ever gonna happen again"

"I'll give you the best year. Let the past love burnt out like a cigarette. I promise darling you won't regret the best years!" I linked my pinkie with him, making him giggled loudly.

I pulled him onto my lap, kissing him plump lips lovingly. His hands automatically wrapped around my neck, holding me in place. We pulled away seconds later, a huge grin on our faces.

"I love you lots, Georgie"

"I love you lots, Reecey"

"We'll be in this together, okay?"

"Yeah, I trust you, Reece. Sorry for being an asshole"

"The past stay in the past, okay? As I said, we'll be in this together so let's just move forward yeah?"

"'Lright" I kissed his plump full lips, savouring the moment I've been longing for. Ah, I so am can't wait to spend the best years of our life.

Huge thanks to:
- Heartbreak Girl by 5 Seconds of Summer
- How To Say I Love You by Reece Bibby
- Wildflower by 5 Seconds of Summer
- Best Year by 5 Seconds of Summer

ISTG guys, you really should listen to CALM by 5 Seconds of Summer, it's their latest a.k.a fourth album and it is so bloody fucking amazing. From this on until maybe a few stories later, it'll be inspired from that album, so if you listen to it, you'll get the feeling even deeper when you read the story.

But anyway,
Thanks for all of you guys that have stayed until this chapter, your supports means a lot to me, I know I've said this for thousand of times, but I truly meant it.

Thank you for sparing your time to read my book, vote on it, and even leave comments
I'm so glad to have you all, so thank you so, so much!!!

Love you lots
xoxo <3
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