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SOTLOM chap.2

Say goodbye to my sleeping schedule. It's 1.38 AM here and instead of sleeping, I'm updating my story, lol

-Wedding Day-

"Are you sure you won't regret this?" I said through the phone. I heard Reece groaned at the other end and I knew for sure he was rolling his pretty green eyes.

"I have no fucking idea how to get this through your thick head and stubborn ass, but yes George, I know for sure I won't regret this, not now, not ever! So, can you please stop? Just go get ready and walk that aisle and we'll be married."

"I was just making sure. There no need to snap" I mumbled out sadly. He sighed heavily, before softening his voice.

"I'm sorry. You know I didn't mean to snap, I just... you're way too stubborn sometimes and it just get me, moreover today. I was stress enough about my vow already and you doubting me is not helping. So, can you not? You know that I love you to pieces and I know that you love me too, so let's just forget everything and just get married yeah?"

"Ye- yeah..."

"Wipe the tears, I know you're crying. I'll meet you in half an hour. No more tears, no more callin me just for this. Do you get it?"

"Yes, Reece"

"Good. I love you, G." And he hung up.

I know he loves me to pieces and that was the actual reason why I was so stressed over this. People know about our wedding since my best friends invite the whole school even though we've graduate for four years now. And they weren't so subtle when it comes to voice their thought. They keep wondering how long Reece could keep it up, while I wonder if I ever be enough. I knew that people keep saying that no one could control me, but little did they know; their words still have some kind of effect on my personality.

"G, you okay? You got a bit too pale over there"

"Blake?"

"Damn, mate. What the hell is happening here?"

"I'm scared okay? Leave me alone!"

"That's an understatement. I mean, it's your big day, bro"

"No, B... it's not because of that."

"Then?"

"Be honest with me, will we actually last? Like, are you sure he won't get tired of me someday in the future?"

"Obviously you guys will last, what were you thinking?! And Reece has been in your life for as long as I can remember. If he wanted to back out, it'll be done since long, long time ago. You're so damn stupid sometimes"

"But I can get too handy sometimes and I know it tires people out"

"If he ever got tired of you, you guys won't last until this day. I thought he'd proved himself enough to you?"

"It's not him that I'm worried about Blake. It's me. What if I never be enough? What if I slip back into my old habit? What if I'm not mature enough to build this new family? It's a wedding Blake, there's no way out once you're in because no matter what, I don't want a divorce. I've watched enough family get separated in front of my eyes, I don't want my own to be like that."

"Listen here, George; First of all, you being you is what makes Reece fell in the first place, so stop worrying about not being enough or some shit like that. Second, you are not them. Yes, that was true that those who you watched were your family, but they're not you and you're not them, so the possibility of being separated in the same way like them is way too thin. I believe that the only way to separate you and Reece is just death, other than that it's impossible. Your bond with him is way too tight to be separate that easily. Last but not least, I know Reece, but I also know you. Stop doubting yourself for fuck sake! Ignore whatever the hell those bastards said to you, we knew better than to listen and believe their words. I thought you knew that by know? You're the one that told us to give them no damn, then why now you give them the attention that they craved? Just focus on your wedding! I'll walk you down that long aisle, you'll say your vow and you'll be able to kiss the living shit out of Reece. How is that's sound?"