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HOTBS chap.3

George's POV

I clicked on his contact and wait patiently for him to answer. It keeps ringing for another four times before his soft voice heard.

"Hello?"

"He... Hey Reece"

"G, you... you call."

"Yes hun, I'm sorry for not replying. How are you by the way?"

"I... I... I don't know George. I thought- I thought my decision is the best for us, but it just... it just breaks me even more than I already am. I... I miss you"

"I miss you too Reecey and you're not alone, love I... I know it's hard, but you know, we uh... we kinda promised each other to still be friends remember? I just... I really wish you would forgive me you know, and maybe... maybe we can start over? Well if you don't mind of course."

"Yea... yeah sure. I hope the same thing, and I... I already forgave you by the way although it still hurts, and I hope you'll forgive me too. But it's not like I can hold a grudge towards you, I mean I actually can, but it's not like it'll change the past right?"

"Yeah, I'm so sorry Reecey."

"I know you are G, and um... so, what now?"

"Are we friends?"

"Yes, we are, why?"

"Are we... are we like still be able to tell each other everything and use that 'no more hiding and no more lie' rules?"

"Yeah of course, why did you ask this?"

"I'm just... just making sure? I really wish we can start over Reece. I... really do love you, ya know. I realised every things I've done to you and I guess you've realised what you did too, and I truly am sorry for all of that, and I... I know that no matter how sorry I am, it still can't change anything, but I'm uh... I'm still sorry. I just wish we could forget who we are and dive into the dark. And I hope you are willing to do this with me, and uh... I hope we can just burst into colour and returning to life. I know I'm such a fucked up and have this Jet Black Heart, and I know you're tired of me because of this, but I wish... I wish you're still willing to help me." I was sobbing by the time I finished and I can hear him sniffling on the other line.

"Georgie, I... I already forgave you and uh... I'll... I'll help you. And no, you're not a fucked up, love. It was just your brain and all the demons that inside of you. Remember G, everybody got their demons even wide awake or dreaming and yeah... let's forget who we are and dive into the dark as we burst into colour returning to life, because there's these chemical moving between us and I thought it is the reason for us to start again, well uh... ya know what I mean."

"Thanks, Reece. that means so much for me."

Here's a short chappie for your poor heart 💔 I hope you guys didn't drown in your own tears 🙃 I cried myself when writing this story, so I feel :')

Anyway,
Have you guys ever sit somewhere, all alone with nothing in mind but then suddenly realized that we live in a society when being honest and kind counted as fake but being a liar and backstabber is counted as cool?

I was in my room and suddenly I just realized that. I also realized that I'm living that life. Like, I'm trying to be the bestest version of myself but people keep thinking that I'm fake. But this person (I don't wanna mention the name) they're a backstabber along with a liar too but people like them more bcs "they're cool".

I find it insanely sick that society nowadays just keep worsening and worsening :'(