I deserve everything that is happening to me. I have been cruel, snotty, attention-seeking, power-seeking, and irritating. I have lied, manipulated, broken people's heart, and I've caused others to hurt. I would never deny that. Everything that is happening is just an example of well deserved karma, and believe it or not I am content with that.
I cannot say that I am a good person by any means, but I'm sure most of you would probably agree with that. I also cannot go back in time to take back every hurtful thing I've said or done, even though I wish I could. All I can do at this point is apologize, and I'm sorry that it's not enough to reverse the damage I've done.
I'm sorry for being annoying. I'm sorry for being mean. I'm sorry for being manipulative. I'm sorry making fun of things you were passionate about. I'm sorry for suddenly becoming a psychopath for no reason. I'm sorry for lying. I'm sorry for only thinking about myself. But most of all, I'm sorry for not being the friend you needed me to be.
Like I said, I'm no longer sugar-coating. I was a bitch. And I was wrong.
Melody, Alexis, John, Anthony, Josh.. You know who you are. If you somehow stumble upon this, I wish you well. Just know that I'm sorry.
For Everything.
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Non-FictionJazmyn has struggled for most of her life. She struggled in school, at home, and with friends. She'll manage to get it together for a little while, but then she falls back into the same tragic circle she's been in for years. Will she finally have a...
