where we stand • book 2 of cdls

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• Hayes POV •

"Can you come to Matthews house with me?" Nash asked. "No." I snapped. "Come on Hayes it's going to be awkward, I just need to pick something up." He said.

"Two seconds." I said. "Thanks man." He said. "Where's cam?" I asked. "Out with his lover." He said annoyed.

"Why so grumpy?" I asked. "Nothing." He shrugged it off.

I nodded and we got in the car.

When we got to his house I saw Kaye's car. "What is Kaye doing here?" Nash asked.

"She lied to me." I mumbled. I got out of the car and banged on the door. I was actually really mad. He could hurt her physically like he almost did.

He answered the door and I pushed past him.

"Hayes what are you doing here?" Kaye asked. "Me? What are you doing here?" I asked. "I just needed to speak to Matthew." She said.

"Then why didn't you tell me that instead of lying to me." I snapped. "You know exactly why Hayes." She said.

"Dude you're not her dad why does it matter." Matthew said. "Because I don't want some monster around her." I said.

"He's not a monster." Kaye said. "Oh says the one who wants nothing to do with him and what's him out of her life." I said, "really Kaye!" I raised my voice.

"Hayes just go." She said. "No, I don't trust him." I said. "She's fine."
Matthew said.

"I've believed that once and I'm not believing it again." I said. "Hayes, I'm gonna be here for ten more minutes then I'm going home." She said.

"Good, I can wait ten minutes." I said. "Hayes, she said she's fine." Nash said. "What would Cameron say if he knew?" I asked Kaye.

"I'm not a little kid anymore, I can do what I want and talk to whoever I want." Kaye said.

"You're gonna regret this Kaye." I said. "No, Hayes. I won't." She said. "Matthew can you just get my things?" Nash asked.

Matthew nodded and went upstairs.

"I can't believe you." I said. "Yeah yeah." Kaye rolled her eyes. "What were you guys talking about?" Nash asked.

"Us being friends." Kaye said.

"What the fuck no!" I yelled. "Hayes I can't just push him out of my life!" I yelled. "When my kids are born I don't want them anywhere near Matthew." I snapped.

"You don't even know if they're yours." She muttered.

"Then I guess I should stop caring and go then." I said a little hurt. "I guess you should." She said. I shook my head and stormed out the door.

If she thinks Matthew is going to stick around and treat her right, she's wrong.

I got in the car and minutes later Nash did too.

"Matthews changing, I spoke to him the other day and he's been seeing a therapist, he needs Kaye right now." He said.

"I don't trust him, he almost hit Kaye Nash, do you not remember that? He can't be trusted at all." I said.

"His anger took over him." He said. "And what if it happens again huh?" I raised my voice. "It won't." He said.

I couldn't believe that it wouldn't happen again, because I know it'll happen again.

I don't know how much longer I can take watching Kaye get hurt, sometimes I just want to let her be an not care, but that's not possible.

My thoughts her cut off by Nash saying, "stop thinking about it, it's only making it worse."

"I can't stop thinking about it." I said. "Think about football or something." He said. "What if they're not mine Nash." I said.

"That's good then, I mean you guys are kind of young." He said. "But I want them to be mine, I don't care if I'm young." I said.

"Why do you want them to be yours?" He asked.

"Nothing." I said. "No tell me, because you and Kaye aren't together so why?" He asked.

"Just imagining having a child who has some of me and someone I really love and care about in one just sounds perfect." I shrugged.

"Aw Hayes." He teased. "I mean if I can't have Kaye, I might as well have her kids." I said. "What?!" He yelled.

"Wait I didn't mean it like that." I said. "You already said it." He smirked.

"So this is why you don't want her around Matthew, you want Kaye." He said.

"No, I don't want Kaye, I just don't want Kaye with anyone else." I said.

"You're a so terrible." He said. "I can't help it Nash." I groaned. "You're gonna have to let her be." He said.

"I know." I sighed.

"Be honest man... Do you love Kaye like love love." He said. I chuckled and he smacked me, "answer the question."

"Yeah, but I can't date her, I love Jordan too much." I said. "You're right." He said.

"What would you do if the kids weren't yours?" He asked. "I don't know, Matthew can't have it all. I mean he already has a kid and he might have Kaye." I said.

"Don't worry, you can get Jordan pregnant." He joked. "I don't want her kids." I murmured.

He smirked at me and I shoved him.

"I bet if you told Kaye you wanted her she would date you." He said. "I don't want her, I want Jordan but I want her kids." I said.

I don't know actually.

When we got back to his house and Cameron was crying. "What happened man?" Nash asked. "Fucking Taylor." He snapped, throwing his phone across the room.

Nash picked it up and he was pissed.

My phone started ringing and it was Kaye.

I answered. "Hey Kaye." I said. "I'm sorry for lying Hayes. I just didn't want you getting mad and I'm sorry for saying what I said, please come home." She said.

"I'm on my way, but we gotta come back to their house because something's wrong with Cameron." I said.

"What's wrong?" She asked a little scared. "Nothing serious I think, I'll tell you when I get there." I said.

"Okay." She said. I hung up and told them I was going to get Kaye.

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I walked inside and there was a note on the ground. It looked like the note Matthew gave Kaye.

I picked it up and read it.

I need you Kaye, I know what I did was horrible and I know you will never forgive me for what I did, but jut know I love you and I want to be with you. If those are my kids I will raise them with you. I will do everything I can to get you back. I need you, I love you, and I missed you. I hate not being able to call you and I hate not being able to touch you, I just miss what we had Kaye. I love you so much baby

"This is bullshit." I said. "What?" Kaye asked coming in. I look down at her baby bump and smiled.

"Nothing." I shook my head, putting the note behind my back. She walls over to me and tool the note.

"It's not bullshit, he meant it." She said. "Blah blah, get your pregnant ass in the car." I joked. She slapped me and I chuckled, following close behind her.

"What do you think happened with Cameron?" She asked. "It has to do with taylor, but I don't know." I said.

She nodded and I started driving.

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