BTS One-shots

I told myself (Worn to the bone 2)(Suga) PARENT!AU

      You told yourself many times.

      "The next time he does this, it's the last time he does this."

      Never did it cross your mind that it could quite be the last time for good.

      You begged back for your job back when you went back to the convenience store the following day.

      Luck was on your side and your boss was equally as desperate as you were because he didn't have someone to fill in your shift.

      You kept going to work for two weeks, and it felt so much like the last time you found Yoongi tripping that it was the last time.

      You'd come home, Hwan would be watching TV and Yoongi would be in the kitchen, either making something for breakfast, or cleaning up after they ate.

      "Did you sleep well?" you'd ask him and as day passed he just grew more and more tired.

      "It was okay..." he told you one morning while sitting in the chair next to you shivering.

      "I flushed all my stuff." he admitted and you leaned over to hug him.

      He looked so out of it.

      After all withdrawal was a bitch to deal with.

      "I should have kept at least a bit Y/N...I...I don't wan't him to see me like this."

      He glanced through the door, looking at Hwan, laughing at whatever show was on the TV.

      You went into the living room and took a big comforter thrown on it.

      Wrapping it around Yoongi you helped him to the bedroom.

      You were almost inside the room when a small voice came from the couch.

      Both of you looked back at Hwan's head curiously poking over the back.

      "Daddy has a fever, I need to put him to bed." you answered briskly before turning back to lead Yoongi into the room.

      He laid on the bed and you sat down on the edge besides him, running your hand over his forehead, feeling the slight dampness of sweat form on it.

      You were ready to go and keep Hwan company but Yoongi stopped you, keeping your hand in his and pressing it up to his lips.

      "I love you so much...you know I do right?"

      "I know baby, I know." you smiled down at him, but all that the smile held was sadness and yet again pity.

      You went through so much with this man, you knew he loves you.

      But as it is, Yoongi is merely the shell of what he used to be, it limited you to only remembering all the thing's you used to love about him.

      "I love you." he said once more before letting you leave.

      You told yourself that was the last time.

      It wasn't.

      In fact the last time was just around the corner, but you didn't know it.

      You took Hwan for a walk, leaving Yoongi to sleep it all off and when you returned home he was no longer there.

      After pressing the call number next to his name it only rung twice before he picked up.