BTS Imagines (18+)

55. NOTHING LIKE US

There's nothing like us...

There's nothing like you and me...

Together through the storm...

That was his favourite song.

You remember the nights he would sing that song on the balcony with his balmy voice.

Now as he sang slowly to beautiful... You hid your face so he wouldn't see your tears.

It's beautiful life...
Neon naeui geote isseulge hmm.
Beautiful life....

Your heart ached to see him take one difficult breath after another, his voice never faltered and his smile was still in place. You gave a force smile at his effort and sang with him.

It's beautiful my love, it's beautiful heart...

His heart was indeed beautiful, so caring, so free. He was the best thing that ever happened to you. And it was driving you insane watching him wither slowly on that bed.

He smiled yet again.

And it killed you.

The doctor stepped into the room with a smile
"how is my handsome patient doing? "
"I have abs ", he joked.

The doctor did his check up and looked at you with a smile. But you could see that it was forced.
"he's doing really well"

You nodded as the doctor stepped out
"hey honey... I'll be right back, there's something I need to ask the doctor"

He nodded with his oxygen mask and you bit back a tear.

You stepped out and held onto the door knob for support as a tear slipped down your cheek.
As you entered the doctor's office, He glanced up from the files  he was looking through.
You sat down
"he's not doing well is he? ",you asked

He shook his head no.

A tear slipped down your cheek and you began to sob silently.
"h-how long does he have? ", you choked out
"we're not exactly sure...but since we actually thought the worst, three months ago and he pulled through, we're thinking of maybe a day, three,  a week, a month or a year"

You gulped.
"that is not even something I can hang on to Doc", you sobbed

The tears were unstoppable now and you allowed them to flow freely, letting your aching heart cry as much as you wanted but the pain, it never subsided.

The pain in your heart was so thick that you could feel it weigh on your chest.
You wiped your eyes and got back to his room.
"hey what took you so long? ", he asked.

Tears threatening to fall, you anseered
"I... I... Met a friend"

He smiled knowing that you'd always been a bad liar but he didn't push any further.

"baby... Can you get me some bunny socks? "
"right,right now? "
He nodded sharply
"ok, I'll be right back", you smiled.
He smiled as he watched you step out

That smile. If only you knew that would be the last time you'd see it.

He wasn't feeling too well but he didn't want you to see him as he gave up. So he asked you to get something insignificant. He knew it would break you to see him give up and although he was scared, he didn't want you to be scarred for life.
His heart beating so fast, he wished he could beat this and live holding onto your hand.

This wasn't how he wanted to spend his last days. A tear slipped down his face. He was afraid and as he cried he realized his biggest regret would be leaving you behind.