Sometimes You Don't Want to Be Okay - Kellic

Kellin

Vic's POV

Me and Kellin went home after my third class. All my other classes were in the afternoon, but I was second guessing attending them. I'd rather sleep. This morning put so many thought and ideas in my head I couldn't focus on the lesson.

I promised I'd try, and I meant it. I promised Kellin something I couldn't keep for Mike for longer than a month. Fuck knew how long I'd be able to keep this up for Kellin, and the fact I meant it, when it was already so hard to mean it when I promised Mike.

I was just tired. Tired of feeling this way, and so I made a promise as an excuse. Which had to be partially true, but then Kellin. I didn't want to hurt him. Seeing the looks on his face when he saw the different times. I hated seeing that, I'd rather see him smile. And if I was the reason for that smile, all the better.

So Kellin drove me home. I fell on my bed immediately, while Kellin started lunch.

"Vic, wake up," Kellin mumbled, pushing my side lightly.

"I just fell asleep," I grumbled.

I heard a sigh, and then two arms wrap around my waist.

"Hey!" I squirmed in Kellin's grasp. He'd pulled me off the bed and carried me, bridal style, to the table.

"You wouldn't wake up, so.." Kellin set me on the chair, my lunch sitting in front of me, while Kellin took a seat across from me as he always did.

"You don't have classes today?" I asked, beginning to eat my cheesy caulifower.

Kellin shook his head. "Most of my classes are online, anyway, so I have plenty time to spend with my wonderful Viccy here while I wait. All I had today was the one class during your second hour."

I nodded, eating the rest in silence. The food wasn't bad, I just didn't have too big of an appetite. So when I didn't finish a few bites, I poured it on Kellin's plate.

"Hey!" He tried to flick it off, or back on my plate, but I dropped my plate in the sink with a smile. "I can't eat all of this!" He whined.

I shrugged. "I'm going for a walk," I announced, grabbing my ear buds.

"You alright?" Kellin questioned.

"Yeah..?"

"Okay." He went back to quietly nibbling at his cauliflower.

"I'll see you around." I patted Kellin's shoulder and rushed outside. I was on the second floor, so I jogged down the stair case and made my way to the parking lot.

I didn't have a plan for where I was going, really. Just that I wanted to go on a walk. It was better than try and make conversation with Kellin, or be forced by him to go out.

So I turned right and continued down to the gas station.

Kellin.

Kellin and this morning, Kellin and when we first met, Kellin calling me all the time, Kellin moving in. The guy who I've only known for what? No longer than a month, moved in.

It was cute he cared, and I had to give him the credit for putting so much time into making sure one person was alright. But I was alright, I was fine. I didn't need Kellin. Maybe if I kept up a charade he'd leave sooner. That was good, okay.

I wondered about his home. Didn't he miss it? What was it's condition now? Did he have roommates that took care of it while he was gone?

I sighed, I'd ask him later. I neared the gas station and took a seat on the curb, watching everyone get their gas and/or snacks and leave.

"Vic?" I looked up to see Mike with Tony. Their hands quickly went to their sides, as if they'd been holding each other's before they saw me. I smiled to myself.

"Hey Mike." I stood and patted his shoulder. "What's up?"

"We um- Me and Tony are just hanging out, what are you doing?" He asked. He was nervous. What, did he think his older brother would judge him for liking Tony?

I shrugged. "Went for a walk. Well uh, I'm gonna head back. You have fun with your date." I smirked at them, seeing Tony's stunned and embarrassed face as he hid behind Mike.

I sighed, accomplished, and continued home. When I got back to the apartment, it was empty. Kellin left a note on the table.

'Visiting a friend, I'll get groceries on the way home. Don't do something I would do'

I chuckled and threw the paper in the garbage. House to myself, then.

It's a bit of a filler, I guess, but egg

Okay so it's been awhile (aka 3 days, which is a long time for me-), so I've kinda forgotten a lot as Lost Boy was my main priority to finish. It's gonna be longer than I thought though, so I made this.

So if you remember the answer to these please tell me

How long h a v e Vic n kellin known each other? If I've even specified it much

And did I make Vic like k n o w he was bi yet or nah?

Well, uwu,

Stay salty,

~ISweepy