Chapter 13
I was standing in front of the mirror wearing my black dress with my hair curled . I cant believe their gone . How could this happen to me . Theres a hole in my heart I feel so empty . There was a knock on the door . " Come in . " I said the door opened and it was finn he was wearing a black suit with a white shirt . " Hi . " he said " hi. " I said sadly . " The cab is here if your ready . " he said " okay I'll be down in a minute . " I said . " Rachel, " he said "yeah finn ?" I asked " if you ever need a friend I'll be here for you. " He told me " thanks . " I said and he gave me a hug then left.
We were at the grave yard everyone in the glee club was there including Quinn. The preist was talking but all I could think about was them . " How could they leave me alone ?" I thought . I was sitting there filled with hatred and heartbreak how could this be . I hate this feeling inside I want my parents to be alive again . I want them back I want to come home and here them singing Barbra and Audrey . Suddenly someone said my name , I looked up and the preist said , " rachel why dont you come up and say a few words . " I sighed and got up . " Hi everyone . " I said as they looked at me on the podium. " First I want thank you all for coming its really nice to see how much everyone loved my dad's. My father hirem was the type of person that was very opinionated but he loved to sing and dance with me . He always wanted to protect me and help me though ... the tough times he was a great man . My other father Leroy was very kind and he would alway tell me to reach for the stars and always think like barbra . He was loyal and he loved my father and I to death. " I was about to break down but I kept going . " My dads were amazing parents and great people they loved everyone and eachother they were... I mean they are the best people I've every known . my they rest in peace. " I wiped my tears as everyone clapped and I stepped down . I sat down and finn held my hand I squeezed it tightly .
Later I was at home cleaning up when Mr. Shue walked in . " Hey. " he said " oh hi Mr. Shue . " " how are you? " he asked . " Im okay. " I said he gave me a I-know-your-lying-to-me look and said , " you could tell me the truth Rachel. " I sighed "truth is Mr. Shue I dont how I feel right now it doesnt seem real to me that their gone . I just feel numb right now like I have no feelings for anyone. I hate that . " I told him . He hugged me and said , " its okay that you feel this way Rachel . Its normal not to feel anything at the moment but your going half to talk to people. Its just how it is . " I hugged him , " Mr Shue are you going to be here for me when I decide to open up ? " "of course . " he told me . "Thank you . " I said " for what? " He asked " for always being there for me . " I said and gave him a hug.
