Chapter 14
Rachels pov :
Its been a 3 weeks since I burried my dads since then I havent been the same . I havent been to school in 3 weeks. Sam , finn , puck, tina , artie , kurt , everyone except quinn have been trying to talk to me out of this funk . The truth is , i feel broken inside , I'm having a hard time getting back to those I love I feel lost . I can't even tell anyone because i don't want them to think I'm going to kill myself.
Finns pov :
Its 3 weeks since rachel has gone to school . Ever since her dads died she seems lost like shes floating in the abise of life . She looks pale and sick all the time . She wont talk to anyone not even kurt. After quinn and I broke up she quit glee club. I walked into glee club ever since rachel left it seems duller , empty almost . I sat down everyone was quit . "Mr.shue, can I say something? " I asked " sure finn . " he said " can i just say what we're all thinking . Rachel needs help. " I said. They looked at me and then santana said, "no duh tubby. Rachels depressed . " " you think so? " Mr. Shue said . " of course I do its obvious. Shes been out of school for 3 weeks Mr. Shue . She never talks to anyone when we come over not even tubbers or trouty mouth. " Santana said to him . " Santanas right Mr. Shue Rachels gone numb. " sam said. " What are we going to do? " tina asked " I have an idea . " i told them. They looked at me , " what if maybe next week kurt brings rachel to the auditorium and we sing her favorite songs and remind her of who she is . " I told them . Mr. Shue smiled and said , " finn, that could just work . " " ok so next week its all about rachel. " he told us and we started to plan it.
Later after school I went to rachels house to drop of her homework. I knocked the door , i heard footsteps and then the door opened and I saw a little jewish brunette girl with her hair up and wearing pj's. She looked at me , " hi. " she said blankly. I smiled " hey I picked up your homework for you. " I told her. She looked sad and empty , " thanks , come in . " she said and we walked into her house it looked a wreck , boxes everywhere ,dishes were sitting in the sink that looked like theyve been there for days . " how are you? " i asked " fine. " she said blankly . "Are you sure about that ? " I asked. "Yes im sure. " she said " rachel please talk to me . " I said she rolled her eyes , " i am talking to you finn what do you want from me ? " she asked " i want the old rachel back the Rachel berry I knew would've never acted like this she was always strong no matter what. " I told her " well maybe I'm not thay girl anymore . You just dont understand. " she told me " how can I not ,my dad died when I was only two . " i told her "the old Rachel berry is gone . " she told me " I dont believe that. " I told her. " well accept it because its the truth. " she snapped . " you can let your self out . " she said to me and ran upstairs .
