TAYO MUNA (Kahit Hindi Tayo)

Chapter 20 Life after

Sapphira POV

I learned a lot of things when I started to enter this industry; time management, confident, pakikipag socialize at marami pang iba na which is not hard for me to do. I'm almost 5 years in this industry. Lalo na pagsabayin pa ang pag aaral ko bilang Psychologist. All the pain while pursuing this dream is not that easy but all worth it.

I fall many times. When my College days i failed many times because of pressure, sadness, anxiety, emptiness that i felt that days. Naranasan ko pa maging nobody sa lugar na hindi ko kinagisnan. But i remember I need to move-on, keep going. I have a dream and goals that i need to prove them that I can.

I have a lot of realization in life. Kung gaano dapat i-value ang sarili. Trusting your capabilities, Be brave, Love is everything.

Life is full of surprises.

I'm here at the backstage. With my stylist, i'm wearing pencil cut sexy bloody red dress showing my cleavage and left legs. He told me to wear my 6 inches high-heels. Nakalugay naman ang aking buhok na nakaipit sa likod ng aking tenga. The staff gave me the Bag na imo-model ko. —I watched my new co-model friends while they are confidently walking in front of crowds. I suddendly remembered those time na baguhan lang din ako, may times na natapilok ako, being scolded by our trainor or coach. But look where i am now.

I saw my manager coming to me. "Ready?" I sighed, calming myself then i nod. From that, inalalayanan na nila ako pumunta sa taas dahil ako na susunod.

"Let your confident shine!" I whispered to myself.

I walk confidently, slowly but surely. Making sure na bawat lakad at pagtapak ng heels ko ay mag iiwan ng marka sa kanila. Narinig ko ang malalakas na palakpakan ng mga tao. Mga flash ng iba't ibang camera. I smiled sweetly. My smiled widely when i saw my new found friends there in the audience, cheering me. So i waved at them and gave them a flying kiss. I hold back my laugter when they acted like they already catch it.

This is one of my favorite moment in modelling. Not because people will praised you, not because you want to become famous or become rich. Is because for me this is my platform to show my confidence and mostly i choose and pursue my modelling cause my heart want it and I believe this is meant for me.

While i turned back, i saw a familiar face. Nag-iilusyon lang ba ako o baka guni-guni ko lang 'yon? Atsaka ano naman gagawin niya rito? Muntikan ko na makalimutan na nasa kasalukuyan ako ng pagrampa ko. —That man!

"As always you did a great job, Hira." My manager politely approach me.

After a long moments, natapos na rin ang show. Binati ako ng mga kasamahan ko, ganun din ako sa kanila. We took some selfies, groupies before we leave. They gave us flowers and gifts, may nagpa-abot pa sa manager ko ng gifts for me raw. May mga reporters na mga naka-abang sa labas. But assual, hindi ako nagpapa-interview. Ang daming nagtatangkang makakuha ng kahit saglit lang na interview, pero declined lang lagi sagot ko sa manager ko. One time sagot pa niya sa akin, kahit na alam kong pagbibiro lang yun. 'Para kang yung former na sikat na model, Miss Majesty ba 'yun? Bagay kayo maging mag-ina."

"WHERE are they?" Jasper asked, napakainipin pa naman nitong babae.

"Saglit lang po. They're on the way na raw." I replied.

We're here in front of our favorite Bar Club, this is exclusive so i'm free and safe to stay here. No reporters, no fans... Perfect place. Today is our fridate. Last monday was the show and it went well.