Chapter 10😍

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Hey guys,sorry I updated this really late,I had some issues I was dealing with but I guess I'm back now and I'll update everything asap

I walked home under the heavy rain,I didn't mind that I was shaking due to the fact that I was so cold and I didn't want to call Phil cause my wet body will definitely destroy his chair

I walked for 45 minutes,I was tired but I didn't care,I needed to get home... different thoughts rushed into my head,should I quit and look for a better job at least I'll be done with the whole heartache thing,I can't go back to the coffee shop since he owns it and he already fired me

My phone kept on ringing and ringing but I can't risk getting it wet because I wanna talk to a certain whoever,the person can wait
I walked lazily inside,took out of my wet sandals and was on my way to the room,I didn't notice anyone was in until my mom spoke

"Where did you go this early?why are you wet?are you okay....she rushed to me

"I'm fine ... I replied and left for my room

I got in,I dropped my bag on the bed and went inside the bathroom fully dressed,I turned on the shower....sat on the floor and cried,
I cried cause I was so stupid to think he liked me,cried for thinking a Playboy can change

I took off my clothes and took a proper shower even though I already took my bath before leaving home that morning,I dried my hair and settled for my pyjamas because I know for sure I'm not going anywhere that day

I was about to tuck myself in when my mom entered my room with a bowl of soup, I wasn't in the mood to see or talk to anyone but I know I can't send her away that fast so I sat up and await her questions

"I brought this for you since I believe you have a cold,it's gonna help...she said

"Thank you.. you're not gonna ask me what happened... I asked her

"I know you very well Nat,you're like a mini me,we tend to keep things to ourselves not because we want to but because we're  feel were gonna be judged but I know you'll say something when you feel it's right...Mom said

I felt really bad for putting her in the dark about everything, she's always been my confidant before dad left,I sort of felt it was her fault,I love her so much so I told her everything down to working with Xavier cause I wanted to do something for the family,the naked thing,the feelings,everything and I waited patiently to be judged but she laughed instead

"I know you're waiting for me to say something or maybe judge you but baby I won't,this is the first guy you'll tell me about and I'm thankful for that,I see you like him alot and that's unusual but trust me if he likes you and feels sparkles in his hands when you touch him then he'll come back and claim what is rightfully his and it isn't your right to put the family together,it's mine..I'm sorry I've been lacking in that aspect but I'll try more for everyone,I know everything changed after your dad left and you became a really different person, you were this little girl that always runs to Mommy everyday after school, telling me how they love your pigtails,how well you did in school and all that but started becoming so uptight,not always staying at home after he left,being so rude to me,I cried a lot cause I knew I didn't raise my girl this way,I blamed him for coming to our lives but never regretted having you beautiful children
At first I thought you needed time but I realized you're doing too much to yourself,you never let me in to know what you were going through, let you know the sort of asshole your father was, how he considers us as and everything
Your dad left cause he felt we're a burden to him,he believed I used you guys to hinder him from doing better things,the reason I never begged him was because my babies ain't a mistake and you two are the greatest thing that has happened to me and I wasn't going to let him underlove me or my kids,you two are my greatest support that came in going n I'm not gonna stay here and watch a man believe I got pregnant so I could trap him down...never,you guys are my strength and you'll always be.....mom said and my eyes became watery and i felt bad for not opening up to her earlier

How come I didn't see all through all these,my mom's the strongest woman ever,she never made everything known to us yet she stood,how come I never saw her hurt and wanting,my anger blinded me

"I'm sorry mom..I'm really really sorry. I cried

"It's okay darling, now take your soup before you get really sick,I'll be downstairs if you need me...she told me n left

I took the soup,it's cold already but was still manageable.... I was bout to sleep but decided I should check if I had called
I had 57 missed calls from Xavier,15 from Phil n 5 from Maria.. I didn't give her my number

I switched off my phone to sleep well with the intention of calling Phil n Maria back later,Xavier can go screw his whore for all I care

This chapter is so intense,i cried,the mother and daughter bonding was soawwww... I had to write something like that cause I realized there hasn't been a proper conversation between Natasha and her mother.... I didn't know I was gonna include that at first but I guess I did anyways,I'm so proud of myself... yeah

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