It's Kinda Cold (Elsa X Honeymaren)

Chapter 21

Sorry, I accidentally clicked publish while I was writing. Now on with the story :)
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Elsa's POV

"Shh it's okay," Anna says, petting my hair while I cry into her. "It hurts so bad Anna," I say with a hoarse voice. "Elsa please tell me what happened. Don't shut me out." She says and wraps mother's scarf around us both.

Memory

I walk towards the lake and once I get to the tree line I see Sara kissing my honey. She said she loves me.

Memory Over

"It hurts." I whimper. All the late-night talks, the cuddles, kisses, the things we shared did it all mean nothing? Because it meant everything to me. "Anna I can't." I force out and she nods before pulling me closer. "Just remember I love you." She said that too. "She was kissing her Anna," I say whimpering. Her eyes widen then her eyebrows furrow in anger. "She did what!?"
"You remember the girl I wrote to you about?" I ask through tears. "Yeah?"
"She's Honeymaren's ex. I walked to the lake and saw h-her kissing M-maren." I whimper and Anna looks at me with sad eyes. "Oh, Elsa." She says as I let out a sob that makes her hug me tighter. "It'll be okay."

Honeymaren's POV

"Okay, Sara why am I here?" I ask Sara who's looking a little nervous. "Maren I know that I kept on hurting you, so I had to leave so that you wouldn't hurt anymore. I know leaving suddenly hurt, but I want you to know that I really loved you." She says then I sigh. "Sara...."
"No, let me finish. I need to tell you.....I still love you." She says then kisses me. I'm shocked for a second before I shove her away harshly and wipe my mouth. "No. Sara, I love Elsa and I'm happy." I say and she looks at me guiltily. "I know...I guess I was hoping I still had a chance." She says then chuckles. "I guess not. I hope you're happy and make sure to treat her right I've never seen someone who looks as innocent and sweet as her." She says and smiles sadly. "I love you and I know that I can't make you happy, so go get your girl and be happy." She says and hugs me. "Thank you," I whisper before she pulls away and smiles, walking away. I sit down on a rock and look at the water. "What now?" I ask out loud and grab a pebble, skipping it across the lake. "Maybe you can explain this letter?" I turn around quickly and see my grandmother with her hand on her hip and the other hand holding up a piece of paper. "What's that?" I say and stand up. I walk towards her and she hands me the letter.

Dear Yelana,
I'm sorry for the sudden disappearance but I simply cannot stay here for the time being. I need some time, I hope you understand. Please take care of the forest.
Love, Elsa

"What!?!" My eyes scan the letter over and over again. "I assume this has nothing to do with you. Right?" Grandmother says with her arms crossed. "I don't know," I whisper, my eyes getting a little blurry. Grandmother sighs and takes me into her arms. "I'm sure she'll be back soon." She says. "Why would she leave without saying bye?" I whimper. "I don't know....but are you sure this has nothing to do with you?" She asks me and I turn around to face her. Sara did kiss you. Well yeah, but she wasn't here. True. "Well Sara kissed me but Elsa wasn't here," I say and Yelana raises an eyebrow. "Are you sure?" I nod my head. "Hey what are you guys doing?" We look up and see Ryder grinning down at us. His smile falters when he sees the grim look on Yelana's face. "Did someone die?" He asks and Yelana just hands him the letter. "Whoa, that's sudden. Well, at least she said bye right?" He says and I give him a sad look. "Really? She was looking for you earlier and I told her you were here with Sara." He says and my eyes widened. "Shit. Oww." I rub my head and see Yelana looking at me with a stern look. "Don't cuss. That poor girl, she's probably heartbroken." She says and I mumble an apology. "Wait I'm confused. What's going on?" Ryder asks with a confused look. "Sara kissed me earlier," I say and his eyes widen. "And I sent Elsa here....she must have seen you! Oh my gosh Maren I'm so sorry." Ryder exclaims with regret in his face. "No Ryder it's not your fault, it's mine for letting Sara even close to me," I say shaking my head. "Well, what are you waiting for? Go get your girl." Yelana says and I stand up. "Ryder let's go," I demand. "But-"
"Go with your sister Ryder," Yelana says and Ryder nods. I practically sprint towards my tent and grab an overnight bag. I run out and see Ryder hurrying towards his tent. Come on Ryder. A few seconds later Ryder comes out of his tent with a bag and nods at me. We both run towards the stables and get two reindeer. "Okay ready?" I ask and he nods before we both take off towards Arendelle. I'm coming, my queen.

Anna's POV

"When I see her again I'm sooo gonna murder her," I say to Kristoff who looks scared. "I can't believe she would do this to my sister. Now she's upstairs crying and I can't do anything to help her." I growl in frustration. "I don't know babe it just sounds so out of character for Hon-" I cut him off. "Don't say her name," I growl and he raises his hands up in surrender. "I'm so pissed!!" I yell out and kick the sofa. "Babe you just put a hole in the sofa," Kristoff says with wide eyes. "I'm sorry it just sucks to see Elsa so hurt and sad," I whisper. "Oh, Anna." He says and hugs me. "I don't know it just doesn't sound like her." He says while hugging me. "I know. But I believe my sister." I say firmly and he smiles a little. "I know Love I believe her too, I just can't wrap my head around it." He says and squeezes me gently.

Elsa's POV

It's so cold in here, so numb. I look around at my frozen room that used to look so full of life and joy. I sit against the door and remember everything that went on in this room, all the loving memories.

Memory

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?" She asks nervously and I smile at her. "Yes."
"Really!?" She says excitedly, and I nod rapidly. "Yes!!" She says to herself and I giggle at her reaction. She gently presses her lips against mine and gives me a soft kiss.

Memory Over

I'm pulled out of the sweet memory as I hear the familiar knocking pattern on my door. "Elsa?"
"Yes?"
"Can I come in?"
"I-i want to be alone Anna."
"Please don't shut me out."
"I need some time," I say and I hear a sigh. "Okay." She says from the other side of the door. I stand up and lay down on my bed, curling up in a little ball and falling asleep.

"Elsa?" I open my eyes and see the top of little sticks walking around the side of my bed. "Olaf?" I say and he smiles when he sees me. "Hi, when did you get here." He says and climbs onto the bed. "Umm not too long ago," I say and he hums. "Do you need a warm hug?" He asks and I feel my eyes well up with tears. "Yes." I croak and he does in my lap, hugging me. "Why are you sad?" He asks looking up at me. "Well Olaf sometimes things happen that make you sad and there's nothing you can do about it," I say and Olaf scrunches his face. "What about Honeymaren, she'll make you happy." He says with a smile. If only you knew. "She's not here bud," I say weakly. "I'll go get her." He says and hops off my lap. "No no Olaf. You can't do that." I say and he frowns. "Okayy." He says and sits back down. "Let's just sit here for a while. Okay?" I say and he nods. "Okay."

Honeymaren's POV

"Come on Ryder, we can't slow down. I need to see her and fix this." I yell to Ryder who's starting to slow down. "Sorry!" He yells back and starts to speed up. "What are you gonna say to her?" Ryder asks when he finally catches up to me. "I don't know Ryder, but I know that I'll need you to have my back," I say and he nods. "Of course Mare, whatever you need." He responds and we continue.

"Mare don't you think we should stop and rest? The reindeer are hungry and so am I, " Ryder complains. "We'll get there in about another hour. Can't it wait?" I plead and he sighs before nodding. "Well look at that." He says and I look forward. "We're here?" I say confused. "Well, you did rush us a lot Maren, " Ryder says and I roll my eyes. "Come in Ryder let's go," I say and give the reindeer's reins a gentle tug for him to run. The reindeer picks up his pace and we stop in front of the castle wall. "Halt who goes there?!" A guard calls out. "Hey James it's me," Ryder says. James? I turn to Ryder questioning and he shrugs. "I made a couple of friends."
"Oh, hey Ryder. Let me open the gates." James says and disappears before the gates open up. "Okay Ryder this is it," I say and the reindeer start walking in. Please don't kill me.

"Kristoff Ryder let me go right now!!" The ferocious ginger yells as she tries to get me. "Anna I swear it's no-"
"Shut up. You made my sister cry and boy are you gonna pay for it." She yells and the boys hold her back. "Calm down Anna," Kristoff says holding her by the waist. Anna rolls up her sleeves and tries to jump me. "Please Anna let me exp-"
"You hurt her!!" She yells. "Let go of her," I say and Kristoff and Ryder both look at me with side-eyes. "What?!?" They say. "Are you crazy!?!"
"Let go of her," I repeat and they both look at each other before letting go of the ginger. I close my eyes, waiting for the pain that never came. I open my eyes and see Elsa standing in front of me. "Elsa," I whisper and she looks at me with sad broken eyes. "Why?"
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My jeez writing all these feelings hurt. I hope you enjoyed this chapter :)