Murder: her best friend was involved
Love: she got too involved
Hate: she was more than happy to give it her best shot
And that pretty much sums up Nicole Grey; curious teen who stops at nothing to avenge her best friends death but along the way...
^^listen to scars to your beautiful by alessia cara^^ Nicole's pov
PAIN That kind of feeling where you just wanna die! No one cares about you or how you feel, when the world is screaming no while your opinion is yes! That emotion that leaves you numb,that causes you to breakdown into a million pieces! That stuff that rips you apart real slow and eventually makes you forget who you were and turns you into something hideous......................... That's how I freaking feel right now! So this is how it feels to be rejected huh? Maybe he was just trying to put on a little show or something,he can't really be ashamed of me right? Here I go talking to myself again, urgh! I hate myself right now ...... feel like crawling into a tiny hole and be forgotten for good "Nicole?" "Yeah?" " look, your better than this okay! Don't you dare let that douche get to you he's not worth it anyway besides just play the player,pretend that you're alright and flow with it don't fall to hard for him else he'll use you and dump you like a disgusting tissue he really doesn't know what he has!" "Thanks............. you know what? Am going to that party and am gonna have the time of my life!" "Oh good! I was starting to think that I was gonna do some more in tryna convince you to go have fun " Joan sure knows how to turn the tables.......... "Aren't you gonna pick that ?" Confused at what she said I looked at my phone and realized that Nancy was calling "Nah, I won't " "Don't worry,am leaving already, I've got shopping to do" I sighed and picked the call "What do you want nan?" I know am rude but again she doesn't deserve my kindness "Okay will you just listen to me without interrupting like you used to?" "Whatever " "Am sorry for telling you to stay away from Joan and Nate, it's none of my business with what you guys are up to anyway I just care about you and don't wanna see you get hurt by the people you think you love, honestly am not going to like them just cause you do but am going to support any decision that you make even if we'll regret it for the rest of our lives, besides I can't let my bestie do stupid things alone.... it's what we do best! Anyway the whole point of me calling is to tell you that I really care and want you to be happy and I respect your decisions am sure Tori would want that too" I didn't even realize that I was on the verge of tears "Nancy....... gosh am really sorry for overreacting and saying all those harsh words to you? What was I even thinking ? Am so sorry for being mad at you for trying to help me........." "It's fine really.......... I just don't want us to fight over little things like this " "Yeah, am really happy this is all over " after we kept talking and making up I finally hung up and went to scan my closet for something simple yet gorgeous to wear ♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️♌️ "Girl! What the heck are you still doing up there! I get that as girls we need to look breathtaking but you are wasting sooo much of my damn time!" I laughed as I heard Joan complaining, turning to the mirror to re-adjust my hair, I wore a black body hug coded crop top and black crazy pants and black boots, I think am in love with the color black! *nicoles outfit below *
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*her shoes coming up *
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I slowly walk down the stairs like I was a damn Disney princess until,..... "It's about time! What took you sooo long " " common I didn't even spend thirty minutes up there" she just simply answered by rolling her eyes "Keep rolling your eyes, maybe you'll find a brain back there" she just looked at me like I just murdered someone "Your one smartass bitch you know " I gasped " I am not a smartass,am a skilled, trained and professional in pointing out the obvious and I speak fluent sarcasm " Now I think I pushed her buttons right "Am glad we're friends, at least we know the stupid shit we do together " she says oh-so-sweetly "Me too and I hope we die and become ghost friends and scare the crap outta people " I smirked "Okay enough joking around cause we've got a parte!! And with that said we head out............... I really need to forget about him and enjoy the night while I still can
