October 11

23

Nikki's pov

After each scene that somehow someone ends up dying... I scooped my strawberry flavored ice cream and stuffed my face with it

"Mmmmmmn.....sooo freaking good "
I moaned from the goodness that fills my mouth
Then I take another spoon
"I . Want. More. I need more.... I just can't have enough " I moaned again

"Would you stop that!" Jamie asked politely
Note the sacarsm people

"But I don't want to" I whine

"But you have to because right now you sound like some sex-crazed maniac, plus I can't have the neighbors throwing questions at me tomorrow morning "

Then I blushed deep red... clearly from embarrassment

"I can't help it if the ice cream is so damn good"

"Well suck it up"
I narrowed my eyes at him

"Oh I will " then I realized what I had just said when I noticed Jamie smirking at me

" I didn't mean for it to come out that way"

"But it did"

"I hate you " I replied walking back upstairs

"I love me too !" He yells after me

I quickly went to the bathroom and did the usual before stripping into my black widow tank top and matching shorts

Before you think anything.... no am not going to burst just yet, I've dealt with stuff way much more than this so whoever thinks he or she can break me using my past wouldn't work cause I've passed the stage where I can't own up for my mistakes and makes things right.... I'm going to finally learn to move on and forget everything...well apart from my mom and the jerk who decided to make my life miserable, I still don't get why I still call her that

And with that thought in mind, I fell asleep.... my escape route from the real world

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I finally decided to go to school today......right after Jamie talked me into getting three buckets of ice cream if I'd go speaking of Jamie,he's been out for a while, he's probably drinking again or trying to woo another poor girl.

So am presently giving myself a once over in front of my full length mirror
I was wearing my black laced top with my white ripped jeans and black boots.....

Am not gonna let this get to me, I gotta be strong

Entering the halls of coast wood high, the staring had began....  ladies and gentlemen prepare yourself for the show of the year... with a dramatic entrance from the female lead, now grab yourself a bowl of popcorn,a bag of chips and lots of tissues cause the ride is gonna get emotional...

Yeah.... am crazy I know but I'll get over it... I just have to be dramatic first

First period was calculus, and that was the worst subject ever!
I really hate numbers, they just force themselves to be soo confusing and demanding,always demanding to find their family members that decided to run away from them.... now am just going way off topic

I walked into the classroom and the whispering stared, usually Joan handles this type of stuff but am too busy being angry at her to even look in her direction.