October 11

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Tori....am.... I...should not have am a bad bad person

Those words have been hunting me in my sleep ....  what was he trying to say?

Who has he killed? Why does he keep calling your name?? 
Gosh?? This questions and many more keep rushing in unanswered making me have a throbbing headache

I rolled outta bed not before falling on my but multiple times trying to get up..... yeah I know am lazy but I just instantly become weak when I wake up....... after debating with myself to actually move my legs downstairs and hurry up to get to school on time I finally made it to the kitchen and saw Jamie acting normal........too normal; infact he's acting like nothing had happened last night

I strolled over to were he sat and contemplated on either calling him out on what happened okay Nicole you can do this it's just Jamie and it's just a question... a really hard,scary,terrifying question
"Wanna talk about what happened last night?"
Okay that wasn't really that scary but still... I watched as his jaw clenched and unclench ...his expression hardened
"No"
That answer was really annoying I mean...urgh! What is he hiding
"Why? What the biscuits did you do ?"

"Just shut up and leave me the hell alone!" 
He screamed and walked out on me...
James freaking Wesley Grey , my brother just walked out on me..... 
"This isn't over!" I screamed back even though I knew he couldn't hear me

I know Jamie... he wouldn't hurt her.. unless....... no no way; he can't....they possibly can't.... I remember clearly telling them not to even think about it..... they wouldn't right??

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"So what am guessing is that you think he's hiding something from you... something that has to do with Tori?"   Joan questioned

I'm already at school and it's lunch time so I told her everything that happened last night

"Yeah, but he also kept saying stuff like he didn't want to blah blah blah but he had too but again I know my brother he isn't even capable of hurting an ant much less kill someone ".  I whispered the last part

"Could it be that they somewhat had an affair or something...I mean he was drunk wasn't he?"

"Yeah... they kinda started talking and getting closer but I strictly told him to set boundaries and stuff "

"Okay so what now?"

"I honestly don't know what to do, we just gotta be careful ".  I replied looking at her intimidatingly to see if she would flinch or start confessing all the sins she has committed but she just smiled her annoying irritating cute smile of hers that could easily win hearts

"Yeah so um I gotta go catch you later?"

"Sure"

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Am surprised school ended so fast today; usually Mondays are the longest days of the week.... an currently at the schools parking lot when I had this strange feeling of someone following me..... you know that kind of moments in the movies where the character turns and then boom! They get shot...yeah am not going to turn around...sighing I quickly/ran to my car and started the ignition before swerving to my left safely leaving the lot and driving down the main road.... I still felt like I was being chased so I looked through the rear mirror and saw a black shiny mustang following me... I increased my speed exceeding the speed limit and turned right..checking to see that the car also increased its speed and is still following me.....I felt my breathing increase and my head slightly pounding

What could this person want from me??
I kept driving so fast that I nearly bumped into a tree I had to stop; I watched as the car came closer but slower this time and all I could think about was this was it.... my end! The day I die!!
I see a guy wearing a plain white tee and black jeans and his hair sticking out in different directions... I could only make out his back view but I didn't mind cause I was too busy praying for my life when he casually walked to my car and knocked on my window
Making me jerk upwards hitting my head on the roof of the car ....ohmygawd he's here his going to kill me!! I mentally screamed
I slowly opened my eyes to see a smiling Nate!! Wtf!!
I whined the glass down and glared at him and all he could do was smirk back!!

"You almost killed me!"
I screamed and he just laughed
"This isn't funny you know "
He kept holding his stomach trying to stop laughing but it didn't help at all as he continued to laugh and point at me ... I just kept thinking of ways to kill him.... something like one thousand ways to kill Nathan!!

"Did....d...did you see your face! You looked like you'd seen a ghost!"
He smiled urgh! That beautiful yet dangerous smile

" I seriously thought you were some thug trying to kidnap or kill me!"

"Well I kept calling you but you wouldn't pick up so I thought why not follow you to get your attention but you were playing hard to get "

I snorted
"I was playing hard to get!! You're unbelievable! Really a total jerk!"
"Yeah I know am cute charming handsome sexy every girls dream you don't have to keep going I already know "
I scoffed at his cockiness and rolled my eyes
"What do you want"
"I wanna take you out"
I looked at him from head to toe trying to see if he had other things in mind...finding nothing I looked back at him

"When?"
"Tomorrow night at 8, I'll pick you up " he said and went back to his car, winked at me and drove off
He didn't even let me finish

A/N: sooo what do y'all think?? I know so many of you suspect James but I can't tell you who it is so just read on to find out.....
Also mini quote:sometimes the best thing to say is to actually say nothing at all... it works trust me😉

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