October 11

10(EDITED)

Unknown pov
"YOU!!"  we said at the same time
"I knew it! I just knew it had to be you.......why? Why would you do that!"
She kept pressing for me to answer her but I couldn't and I won't
"Has your mouth run dry already! Answer the damn question " she chokes on her tears...... why did i do it again......... yeah to make her feel exactly how I felt.........the pain that I went through, the happiness that she took away from me.......she destroyed my life, she just had to pay somehow......but I didn't mean for it to happen that way...... I really wanted to say but all I could say was
"I'm sorry "
"No, don't do it! Please,people make mistakes okay! We can sort this out...." I don't even wait for her to finish her sentence; with every emotion and strength I still had left.........I pulled the trigger................
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Nicole's pov
Why won't she pick my calls I sighed, what if something's wrong,this is so annoying and frustrating..............
"Nikki bear" urghh talk about annoying
"What do you want Jamie "
"Ouch " he says dramatically putting his hand over his heart"that hit home,can't I call my sister sweet names because I love her?"
"Okay first of all;ewww second; wake me up from this nightmare cause I think my brother just confessed that he loves me" I laughed
"Ha ha very funny; anyway I need you to pick me up tonight okay"
"I knew this act wouldn't last long "
"Yes or no" he's being such a bossy brat today
"Am not!"
Oops I guess I said out loud
"Fine I will, only if you gimme all your gummy bears this Easter " he mumbled a few cuss words before agreeing to my offer. Gosh sometimes I wonder what he does, where he goes and other stuff like that.................he hardly stays home. I went to the bathroom and did the usuals before going to bed when I realized the text on my home screen from an unknown number
*30 minutes later *

"Please stop crying okay.........everything will be fine alright " I nodded as I kept crying on my best friends shirt.........first her now you! What's wrong with me..........what have I done to deserve this shit! Why the hell can't I be happy......why do the people I love so much tend to leave me in the meanest, uncalled,uninviting way ever! Why! Is a little happiness a lot to ask for? I'm gonna lose it any moment......then I go for it,the only way I know to release the unbearable pain that's welled up inside of me, the only thing that shuts the voices I hear in my head, the only means of me breathing again....... i started screaming my head off I screamed so loud i felt my eyes popping out

Nate's pov.                  

I heard a really loud sound coming from north of me
"Imma go check it out guys"I said we decided to tryout a new geocaching game tonight when we heard the screaming so I kept walking......no scratch that......... I kept running towards the sound and saw Nicole screaming her brains out........ I didn't quite know why though till I came closer to the scene in front of me......without thinking first I allow my body to take over and now here I am wrapping my arms around the girl that in someway means so much to me while I push her away.......I watched as she slowly stopped screaming and starts to cry so heavily on my neck which obviously sent shivers down my spine;it doesn't take her long to fall asleep as I studied her face our noses almost touching.......why is she affecting me so much.....here is she mourning the death of her best friend and instead of me comforting her am busy thinking about kissing her!
No way am I letting her have any effect on me
"Can I take her home " I asked Joan I dunno why am even asking when am still gonna take her whether anyone agrees or not
"Sure, be careful with cause  if you break her......... I promise that you won't live another day"
"Trust me....... am not letting her out of my sight " she simply nodded and walked away while I carried her back to her house.
I carefully put her in the mattress and removed the strands of hair in her face..... how can someone so innocent face something so bad like this? How can someone so fragile keep so much pain buried inside her? How can she move on after terrible things seem to happen to her day after day, why does she have to live in fear! I did this to her, I made her life a living hell after what I took away from her, I made her scream out of frustration, I'm making her to lose her mind, I made her doubt herself,belittle herself,I made her grow to hate! I am her problem! If I could just end her pain I would but I just can't bring myself to do it.....I simply cannot let her know that am the reason for her misery and pain. I don't want that little trust she still has for me disappear with one big,dirty secret.......... I just can't.
Am sorry Nikki but I couldn't live with the thought of you loosing your trust in me

Nicole's pov
I wake up to the smell of mint and cinnamon.......... wait a minute......... I thought I was outside .........suddenly  memories of last night kept crawling back into my mind..... Me. Screaming. Nate. Me. Crying. Sleep.
I looked at my outfit and realized that all am wearing is a loose sweat shirt and shorts. I turned over to find Nate in my bed looking so handsome while he slept,how does he keep doing that? Wtf! ...... Nate is on my bed!
"I was trying to sleep woman,why are you screaming at 6 in the morning?"
I cringe at the thought of him changing my clothes
"Did you change my clothes "
"Yeah, you kept turning so I thought maybe you'd be more comfortable sleeping in something loose"
Oh
"Okay " what is he even doing here
"I heard screaming last night so I followed the sound,saw you screaming and now.........here am I"
I really have a habit of thinking out loud
"Yeah you do"
"Anyway thanks.....uhm am gonna go shower, you can help yourself by going downstairs and I dunno feel at home or something I really don't care but whatever I dunno just get out and do something like watch tv or make pasta or I dunno.........."
"I think the words you're looking for is that you need privacy " he spoke cutting me short
"Yeah,privacy......I need it" I answered gesturing towards the door
"I'll be downstairs " he smirks and leaves
What's with guys and smirking?can't they just smile.....really it's not that hard, you just gotta stretch your lips a little with your teeth outside
"You know I can hear you right " ohmygawd I blushed and ran to the bathroom leaving Mr annoying laughing he's ass off

A/N: Kay so I decided to write a long chapter today (actually this is the longest chapter so far like 1231 words 😁😁 )
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