Zak POV
"Why can't you just forget about him?" She yelled, "It's been 9 months, get over it!"
"Mom, I can't just forget him." I replied, wiping my tears, "That's not how it works."
"You can't keep moping around and expect me to take care of you forever." She replied, crossing her arms.
"Darryl meant everything to me." I replied, "Why can't you understand what I had to go through?"
"I don't care Zak." She said, "You better get a job and move out soon."
She stormed out of the room, leaving me standing alone. I felt more tears flow down my cheeks as his laugh echoed in my head. I remembered the way his eyes lit up when he laughed and how he always knew how to cheer me up.
I remember it all so vividly, it's impossible to just forget him.
I sat down at my desk, taking out my notebook and a pen.
Dear diary,
My mom keeps yelling at me, telling me to just 'move on.' But I can't do that, I don't know how she expects that from me. Because when you lose somebody, every thought, every prayer, will never change the fact that the only thing you have left is a hole, in the place where that person used to be. No matter how hard you try, you can't forget.
Tears flooded my eyes again, as they fell onto the page they smudged the writing.
What am I supposed to do without you?
Omg I p o s t e d something wow I actually got motivation for once ever
