Losing This War » Sequel to SMFM

Chapter 8

I lent close to Dan as we walked down the street towards the hospital. Dan was making me talk to Phil, despite my protests. Dan told me that Phil would probably be at the hospital with Arianna. I asked what was going on with her because we haven't talked about it at all. Dan wouldn't tell me. We walked into the hospital and Dan finally took ahold of my hand, seeing as no fans would probably be in the hospital. Probably. We walked down a hall with white walls and white & blue tiling. Dan led the way as I didn't where I was going. That was until I saw Phil in the hallway, leaning against the wall. 

"Phil?" Dan asked as we walked closer. Phil looked up and his eyes landed on me. I could see his eyes spark with anger as we got closer. It was silent until Phil broke. "Get her out of here," He mumbled angrily at Dan. Dan gripped my hand tighter. "No, she needs to talk to you," Dan replied back harshly. "THIS IS HER FAULT. ARIANNA IS IN THERE DYING AND IT'S ALL HER FAULT-" Phil was cut off by Dan, "Stop saying that!" I pulled my hand away from Dan's. "But it is and she knows it!" Phil yelled. I looked at Dan, "He's right." Dan shakes his head and opens his mouth to say something, but before he can get the words out, I turn and start walking away. I didn't stop when Dan yelled for me. He caught up to me and grabbed my arm. He pulled me to a stop and turned me around. I looked at him, tears welling up in my eyes. 

"I want to make things right, but he won't even listen." I said. Dan took my hand and intertwined our fingers. "I don't know what to do, Dan." I said, my voice finally cracking. Dan sighed, rubbing circles on my palm with his thumb. Surprisingly, it calmed me a little. "Let's just go. I shouldn't have even suggested this," Dan said. "No, I want to talk to him..." I said, looking down. A tear fell down my cheek. "I want my brother back.."

[Edit from 2017: Like I said, please stop saying this is not how Phil would act. It's an alternate universe. I can make him act completely different than the real Phil would. I HATE HOW HE'S ACTING TOO. I was a really dumb child! I literally hate reading the comments for this series because of these kind of things. I honestly just read one that said something along the lines of "I don't know what you've seen of him, but he is such a sweet person" and I really don't know why that upset me so much, but it did?? Maybe because I've been watching videos of D&P a lot recently and I know Phil is the sweetest, most adorable person ever, but this is an au and I was a stupid child, okay? I can't fix everything in this series. I wrote this 3 years ago. Anything I wrote from before freshman year was completely drama filled. I was miserable. I took out my pain by writing. I guess that's what made me write such dramatic stuff, but when I was writing it, I loved it and it made me so happy to see the reads go up, to see so many people enjoying my work. That gave me validation. So, I just ask for you to please stop criticizing how I made Phil in this story and how much drama this story includes. I know. I hate it. I can't fix it. I want to get rid of it and just move on, but I'm not going to delete the series, it's my past. I've already deleted enough of my past.. rant over.]