Addicted to Mrs Jane? (COMPLETED)

Chapter 6 (new friend)

Can i even tell you how much i wanted to kill myself last night?

Knowing my math teacher is going to be my future mother is like jumping of a cliff full of snow , you wanna escape something really bad but at the same time you're glad to see her becoming a part of You're life ....

But the question is ...
why am i mad?
I told myself ...
i would be happy for my dad no matter what ... but why did i flip out last night ...
why did i feel so much anger and sadness at the same time ...
could it be
? Could it really be?

Do i have a crush on Mrs Jane?

The alarm rang ,
i snapped out of my daydreaming about
mrs jane ...
i got up quick got ready and went to school . While On the way to school .

Chels called me

Chels : Hey girl friend , where are you?
Eliza: hey chels , I'm just On the way to school.
Chels: u woke up late?
Eliza: i was just getting ready and didnt notice the time .
Eliza: Sorry if i took so long.
Chels : nah it's fine , be quick mrs jane is already in class
Eliza: oooo awesome Can't wait :)

I hung up , with anger on my face i hit the brake so hard .
It made a loud screech sound.
I'm so mad yet so confused and sad ...
idk what to feel ..
why am i like this ?
I drove to school with anger and frustration.... Can't even focuse anymore ...
i rushed into school ,
went to my locker and place my stuff ,
i walked slowly to class didnt even bother to rush because i rather kill myself than to face my future mother 🙃 .

I came in class ,
i didnt bother to look at her ,
i sat down gave chels a small smile ,
place my headphones on and played a little jazz ,
our school is allowed to use our devices during class but aslong as were paying attention it was fine ,
but as you can see i wasnt paying attention at all :)
i felt Mrs jane looking at me ,
but i ignored her ...
i felt so much pain and anger in my chest .
I could just strangle someone right now ...

While i was listening to some music chels tapped my shoulder ,
" hey you okay?"
She asked ,
" I'm fine why?"
While looking down on my phone ,
"yup You're lying something is going on ..."
i took out a piece of paper and wrote

( i don't feel good today ... please alert me
if Mrs jane is coming towards me ,
i would appreciate alot)

i hand chels the crumble up paper
then continued listening to my song ,
chels open it up and smiled , she then snitch my phone and place it in her pocket .

" You're not gonna learn anything if You keep listening to songs"

Good lord. I should have brought my other phone damn ...
"hey give it back"
joking around in class while Mrs jane was outside , the principal called her for a while.
So we students are just minding our own business in class.

Not for long Mrs Jane came back .
But she wasnt alone , there was another girl behind her ,
she was tall ,
cute and absolutely pretty.
" okay class settle down , i like you to meet You're new classmate , Would you like to introduce yourself? "
The new girl smiled and waved at us ,
the boys at the back Can't help but made whistle sounds and other annoying things .
" Hey you all 😊 My name is Yin Mei yen , But u all can call me Yin for short , I came from BirghPalace Academy, down at hollywood street , my parents transfered me here due to work reasons :) , i hope we can all be friends." Me and chels look at eachother and finally said to ourself,
why wont we make the first impression.
Mrs jane told Yin to find a empty seat around class ,
Chels told yin to come sit beside us,
she made lots of hand gestures to assure her , " Heyyy Yin right?"
She smile while nodding,
"My name is Chelsea Niella and this is my friend Eliza Skylar Jade"
i waved at her .

" Call us Chels and Eliza for short"
chels smirked ,
" nice to meet you both"
Chels and yin was talking to eachother and i kinda zoned out while paying attention at
Mrs Jane ,
i was studying her again ...
her body and other things She was doing ,
she caught me looking at her multiple times .
I do admit it's kinda embarrassing,
" girls it's not the time to chit chat , please open You're text book to page 123 please"
we quickly flipped our books and she continued lecturing us .

After the boring day of school ,
it was time to head home .
Me , chels and yin
had a great time in school ,
we laughed alot talk about our days ,
we were pretty much like besties .
"Theres my ride i'll see you guys on monday yes?"
She told us while giving hugs .
"thats You're ride?"
She smiled, then walked to the car .
"Is everyone here in Oxford Academy rich?"
Chels stated .
" don't look at me i aint rich"
chels looked at me with the
( I don't believe you ) look 😂
"says the girl who got a white mercedes"
i punched her shoulder and ran to my car,
" I WILL GET U BACK"
she shouted from the back ,
"come and get me bitch"
i drove off laughing .

Driving home i was in all ease ,
i didnt remember anything until  the memories from last night came back haunting me in real life .
For the first time i felt scared ...
and didnt want to feel hurt again ...
my heart felt a sharp pain and
i couldnt handle it .
Instead of going back home
i went to the clinic nearby my home .

I enter the clinic and went to the receptionist
"Hello i would like to do a check up."
She handed me a form and told me to take a seat and fill out the paperwork,
after 5 minutes filling up the paper .
I went up to the receptionist and gave her the form ,
she told me to go in room 3 and the doctor will be there in no time .
I entered the room sat down took my jacket off and waited til the doctor came .

"Hello , I'm doctor Kendra Nice to meet you"
she extended her arm and we both shook hands ,
"Eliza right?
"I see you have heart pain symptoms?"
I nodded while she was looking at my paper
"do you have this pain before?"
She asked ,
"no this is the first time... i was just worried it could be something worst"
she checked my heart beat and did other test on me ,
but it turns out everything was fine ,
" hmm i Can't seem to find anything wrong to be honest..."
she scratched her head while looking back at the paper .
"Did you have a fight or maybe You're on to something personal?"
I looked at her and let out a huge sigh
"yup , maybe because I'm scared... could be jealousy or idk ..."
The doctor smile and held my hand ,
" its okay i been through that kind of heart pain, welp it's fine tho theres nothing wrong with You're heart ... You're just going through physical emotion thats all , youll be fine ."

I head out to the receptionist payed up and left , my dad texted me where am i but i left him on read .

Enough laughter and happiness.
Now i have to go home and face my teacher and my dad again :(