Mr. Horan \\ N.H. ✔️

Create The Inner You

--Niall's POV--

08.25

As I thought that I would see a lot of changes after five years away there wasn't any except... Diamond. My little bug got mature more than I thought. There's no little sweet girl left to spoil with toys and stuffed animals. The happiness in her eyes changed to sadness even though she keeps a smile on her face. It hurts to see... I think she needs a shoulder to talk and cry. Although, her hormones are exploding a lot and she feels comfortable hitting on me... I don't mind...

I lifted my head from journal to the sound of sobbing coming out of the bathroom. I frowned my eyebrows and closed the journal.
"Diamond?" I gently knocked on the door, but suddenly the sobbing stopped. I squinted my eyes.
"I'm fine..." I heard a faint voice from the other side of the door. She's clearly not fine.
"Can I come to your room? Maybe you need to talk, I'm here for you." I said worriedly. I stood to wait for answer.
"Let me put some clothes on." Diamond whispered. I nodded even though she didn't see and went to her room door.
"Come." I heard her and slowly walked inside, closing the door.
"Hey, what happened?" I turned to her, but from receiving an answer I felt her fragile body press to me and her arms tightly hug me.
"Talk to me." I smiled hugging her and stroked her wet hair.
"Sir?" she backed away and looked into my eyes.
"Yes?" I gazed into her dark eyes.
"Am I a bad person?" Diamond cleared her throat. I got confused and sat her on the bed.
"Why would you ask such a question?" I got comfy and looked at the young lady, who was eyeing my lips. She exhaled and rested her back on pillows.
"Nobody liked me at camp." she sat without emotions. I looked down feeling sad for her.
"Why do you care about what others think of you?" I suddenly asked her. Diamond got confused by the question.
"Because... Without other people we are empty." she whispered playing with her fingers.
"True. We need people in our lives. But they won't be next to you for the rest of your life, Diamond. Lots of them will come and go. Betray you or stay with you no matter what. But the only one who will be with you to the end is you. Only you, Diamond. Think about yourself, take care of yourself, love yourself, build yourself the way you want to be the best at the end, and feel proud of who you become." I smiled holding her hand.
"Will you leave me again, Sir?" she looked at me with hurt and judging. "You didn't call me... Did you forget me?" she continued. My eyes ran her face and I looked away feeling guilty. Yes, I didn't call. Just at first when I left. I guess that broke her little heart.
"I understand that you feel hurt. I hurt you, I won't say I didn't. Well, now I'm here and I wanna make up for the time we lost. I'm available at any hour for you, D." I smiled. She beamed a warm smile for me when I called her D. Diamond started giggling.
"What?" I blinked.
"D as a dick?" she chuckled and her eyes went to my crotch.
"Diamond." I said blushing, but my own eyes went to her boobs.
"Sorry." she innocently whispered giving me a dirty look.
"Am... I should go to sleep. I'm tired." I cleared my throat and quickly disappeared hearing her giggling. What on earth is happening??