It Should Be Me

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A little chapter for the comeback after some time away. :3

--Diamond's POV--
My body froze before coming inside the house. I don't wanna see him. I don't wanna hear him. Him with another woman... But I have to come in and deal with this bullshit. Why, I just didn't die there? It would've been easier. A lot.
"Diamond, oh my God! I was so so worried!" mom almost ran to me. She thought I fainted and that's why I was in the hospital. She would kill me if she finds out the real reason. My eyes looked through her shoulder. He was standing with her... With the same ex girlfriend he was talking about. And now they're married?? Whoa, wait... When?
"I'm going to lay down..." I whispered walking to stairs and staring at his wedding ring. My eyes went to his blue eyes that I miss like shit but he didn't look at mine. Ashamed, I guess. I dropped in bed exhaling. A heavy feeling sat on my chest. He's married...
"Diamond?" I inhaled hearing his voice. I rolled my side.
"Piss off." I said getting angry. "And close the door, I don't wanna interact with you." I cleared my throat.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want this." I heard him and I threw a pillow from getting so pissed but he quickly closed the door.
"I don't need your apologies... That won't help me anymore..." I said fighting an urge to not cry. My body trembled from all the aggressive emotions. I broke down when he walked away from the door. I was expecting him to come inside, hug me, kiss me and say that this is only a dream that is so fucking hard to wake up from. Is this too much to ask?? I just want him to my side, nothing more. Of course, happiness doesn't stay long. I don't wanna suffer like this... Watching him with her all the time together. It should be me not her. It should be me by his side. Married to him for the of my life as I dreamed about this, as we dreamed together. A simple dream that now is ruined.

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