"Have you ever been in love?" she asked making my heart race. I guess this moment came already. We stared at each other until I spoke.
"Yeah. There were mini crushes and bigger ones. There was love with that girl I told you about. I really loved her but I'm over her because... Because one amazing person helped me heal and find love from a different angle. I never thought that loving someone can make you feel so alive no matter what. Even if there's fights, I know that one of us will come and say that there's no point of arguing about shitty things. That that person will support me and be with me. That it doesn't matter who I am or who I was, accepted me the way I am... Even though there's bad thoughts and issues in me, I know that person wouldn't judge me because she's a psycho herself. That's what I love about you. That's why I love you because you took me the way I am, with all the flaws. You didn't care about my age and just made a huge move. You didn't care if I reject you, you just came and did that. I won't say you're perfect. Nobody's perfect. It's just a word. But you are amazing, truly amazing and I love all the little things about you, I love your childish attitude too and I love that you make me feel alive. I'm happy to love such a great person." I said all of this in a shaky voice. I've been holding it for so long and the feeling of telling this... Just made me shake. I'm literally shaking because I'm scared that there's a possibility she won't feel the same way about me, even though, it's just me. Just my thoughts. Just my insecurities.
"Oh, baby... You just made me melt in your arms." she tightly hugged me. I smiled hugging her too and got worried when she started sobbing.
"Diamond, why are you crying??" I stroked her hair. She tried to calm down and I saw her smile.
"That was so beautiful. Your words mean a lot to me. I can't even explain how much I appreciate what you said about me. And the most I appreciate that you love me back. I never thought there's going to be a significant other that will love me for who I am. Because I feel like a trash most of the time. I feel unwanted and unworthy. That nobody wants me and need. They only used me for their own needs. Then I saw your pictures in socials again. That caught me off guard. I looked at you from a different angle, not like a brother like I used to. The only person who knew I was crushing on you was Simonne. I was always thinking that this crush is just childish and never going to become a reality. Maybe I was reckless for doing that huge move in gyno but I don't regret, never will. I never knew what love is until we started to get to know each other. The way you didn't reject me, gave me attention made me feel special. I didn't want to let go of feelings for you nor thoughts of you. And I can proudly say that I'm in love with a man, who every woman deserve." she said this while squeezing me in her arms. I smiled kissing her hair, letting my tears stream down my face. Her words made me extremely emotional, no matter that I am emotional always. But hearing her letting go off words she's been holding, made me feel warm and those butterflies came back hearing her say those three little words. Little words that a huge for loving people.
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Mr. Horan \\ N.H. ✔️
FanfictionA rich bachelor never had a successful relationship in his life. Through out the years he earned a name 'Bachelor of the town'. Although, the small town he lived in every person respected him with huge respect. Mostly because he helped raise his mai...
