"Thank you, dear." Diamond's mom smiled. I helped her in the kitchen because my baby is still mad and I don't know what to do. So, I decided to help.
"Niall... If you... You know. Need to bring a woman here, just tell me. We go somewhere with Diamond." she suddenly spoke about this. My eyes popped out. Go somewhere with Diamond?
"What do you mean?" I blinked clearing my throat.
"Well. I've seen you look a lot happier lately and love bites on neck. I had a thought that you might have someone special. And maybe we bother you while living here. So, don't worry. We'll find something else. It's your house after all." she sat looking at me. I frowned. If she only knew that that woman is her daughter... I won't be standing here alive.
"No no. You ain't going nowhere. Even if I bring someone. It's plenty of space for you and Diamond. I don't have anyone... You know how it be. Don't think about leaving. I've been thinking about you going on some vacation. You've been working and working around the house. I'll take care of Diamond. We'll survive. She ain't that small either. She can be responsible for herself too. Take a friend or your mother and spent some time relaxing. Think about it." I smiled offering her some time to relax and travel. She's taking care of this house for so so long and I think she really deserves it.
"Oh um... I don't know, Niall. Okay, I'll think about it and tell you, okay?" she said not feeling comfortable. I left some money, so she could go buy groceries. I nodded smiling and went to fix my woman. When I walked in I saw Diamond with headphones, drawing and typing something on her phone. So she didn't hear me come in. I closed her room's door and my eyes caught the sight of her washed clothes... They were all placed in order. Not into one pile or stack. Socks went to socks, panties to panties bras to bras, t-shirts to t-shirts and so on... I never observed her room, honestly. But actually, everything was in some kind of order. Do I smell OCD? I hope not but if it is... Welcome to the club, baby. I came behind her back and saw her chatting with Simonne. I squinted my eyes when I saw the name 'Kenzie'. I gently lifted her and sat down on the chair, then sat her on my lap. Weird, but she was not scared at all.
"I saw you come in." she said removing her headphones. I nodded and looked at her laptop. Damn, here too. Everything was set to their place. No chaos. Everything named, placed to folders.
"Do you want something?" she asked placing her phone down and went to put her clothes in a closet.
"Yeah. I wanna talk. I don't like it when you're mad and quiet." I said spinning on her chair. I stopped when she sat back on my lap and I hugged her waist, relaxing my head on her shoulder.
"I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at myself." Diamond spoke.
"Mm, let's talk more about this." I got interested in and carried her on bean bags. Diamond turned to me.
"I don't wanna talk about it." she whispered.
"No no. Diamond, I'm with you. We're together. I wanna know what bothers my little angel. Why she's sad, angry, disappointed. We need to open up to each other, right?" I cupped her face in my hands.
"Yeah, you're right." she nodded getting upset now. "Am I... Am I good enough for you?" she whispered getting teary but quickly blinked the tears away. Oh, she feels the same way as me towards her.
"Of course, you are. Why shouldn't you?" I whispered stroking her hair. She quickly stood up and groaned getting angry.
"I don't think so. What can I give you? Nothing that a grown woman could. You're getting older. I mean it's not an issue for me but I feel bad because you have to wait for me. You have to wait for me... Til I can give you family... Marriage, children... I'm too young to give you these kinds of things soon. I ain't mature enough too. You will always worry about not getting me pregnant even though I have a spiral. We can't travel because I'm underage, I need mom's permission. I don't know why you chose to be with me when I'm worthless." she spoke with tears walking in circles. I sat listening to her every word and they hurt me. They hurt me because I felt that she's suffering. After all, I'm too old for her. She feels she needs to do things for me. To give me marriage and children soon. But the thing is... I will wait no matter how long I need to.
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Mr. Horan \\ N.H. ✔️
ФанфикA rich bachelor never had a successful relationship in his life. Through out the years he earned a name 'Bachelor of the town'. Although, the small town he lived in every person respected him with huge respect. Mostly because he helped raise his mai...
