Mr. Horan \\ N.H. ✔️

Why Didn't You Come In?

My leg kicked a small rock while walking to Niall's office. I could have gone there with the bus but I wanted to walk and listen to some music through headphones. I don't remember when was the last time I came here. I cleared my throat walking in and looked around instantly. I came closer to the secretary and peeked secretly to Niall's workroom windows.
"Oh, hello, Diamond. Haven't seen you in so long. You got big, grown to a fine lady." a secretary named Lindsey said with a smile. But my eyes were still glued to Niall's windows. There was some girl and Niall smiled talking to her. I don't know if it was from politeness or he's enjoying her company.
"Oh, I'm so out of here..." I whispered underneath my breath when she touched his hand.
"Umm, could you give this to Sir? He didn't take lunch." I said placing a bag on her table and quickly walked away from that place feeling angry and sad at the same time. Fighting an urge to cry. Maybe I'm just overreacting...
I sat in my room looking through the window. I just talked to mom and she's fine, enjoying her holidays. I'm happy to hear that from her. My head turned to the doorway hearing footsteps.
"Hey, baby. I'm back! Sorry for making you wait and be alone. Thanks for lunch, it was delicious." Niall came into my room all cheerful and with flowers in his hands. Oh boy and whole anger just went away right when I heard his voice and saw this handsome man appear in my eyes. How I can be mad at my kitty? I made a smile.
"Here, I saw these and thought about you." Niall gave me the flowers and kissed me. I blushed.
"You didn't have to but thanks. They're pretty." I stroked his cheek.
"I bought it and remembered you like plants more. I'll buy you a beautiful plant next time." Niall giggled and gave me a kiss again. I blinked watching him go to the bathroom. My eyes went to the flowers. I smiled and went to place them in water.
"Maybe you want something?" I opened the bathroom door and saw him naked about to enter the shower.
"Yeah, can you make me some coffee?" Niall looked at me. I nodded and closed the door. I sat next to Niall on my sofa, placing our cups and some cookies on little coffee table.
"Why didn't you come in when you brought lunch?" Niall asked taking his cup. I blinked thinking if I should even start conversation about it.
"Is there something wrong?" Niall got worried because I kept silent.
"I... Um. I wanted to come in and sit with you and have a chat but there was some girl... And she touched your hand..." I quietly said clearing my throat. I felt his eyes burning me. Niall turned my head to his direction by the jaw.
"So, you got jealous?" he asked and I heard his phone buzz. I looked at it and saw a name 'Jennifer'.
"Why that message ask if you wanna meet?" I asked gazing into that text. Niall just deeply exhaled.
"Are you talking to other woman while being with me? Please, be honest." I turned to him with tears. I saw how he got offended. Like a lot.
"You don't trust me, don't you?" Niall asked hurt.
"I do but-" I wanted to take his hand but he cut me off, not letting me finish.
"You do but then come and ask me these stupid questions that clearly shows that you don't." he said standing up. He sounded angry and disappointed. His eyes were so sad, making me feel hella guilty now.
"Here. Search everything you want. There's no password because I have no secrets from you." Niall put his phone into my hands and took his coffee and a cookie leaving to his room. I hung my head down letting the tears drop on his phone. I smiled when his phone lit up and there was my picture on lockscreen.