Mr. Horan \\ N.H. ✔️

Distance

I walked into Diamond's room. She was laying in bed after a shower. I exhaled placing right words in my head.
"Hey, baby." she smiled instantly getting cozy, cuddling me. I hugged her body tightly, not wanting to let go.
"Did you do your work?" she whispered giving me a kiss. I nodded stroking her hair. Diamond stared at me.
"Is there something wrong? You seem off." she whimpered worried.
"I need to leave tomorrow. While you were showering I received a phone call from the other work place in another country and they need me there. I'm sorry, baby, that I'm telling you this now but I just found out myself." I sadly told her that. Diamond looked down.
"For how long you need to go? I don't want you to go but if you need to..." she whispered playing with my shirt. Seeing her getting so upset only makes me feel worse.
"Two weeks. Don't worry, I'll call you whenever I can. We will text each other. Time will fly fast and I'll come back." I tried to comfort her. She exhaled nodding and hugged me tightly.
--Diamond's POV--
My eyes gazed into the phone, calling Niall. It's been a week since he left. Three first days were great. We talked and everything. Then he started kinda ignoring me? Maybe I'm paranoid... But those 'Baby, I'm tired..', 'I have a lot of work to do, call you later' and doesn't call me... Maybe today he is well rested and not busy.
"Hi!" I smiled seeing him through the phone. He made a little smile. He was already laying in the bed.
"Are you busy?" I asked instantly and cleared my throat.
"No, I'm just laying in bed." he said exhaling. I nodded and bit my lip.
"What do you think if we have some fun?" I licked my lips already missing our love making. I unzipped my hoodie revealing my boobs.
"Aw, baby... I would love to but I'm really tired. Maybe another day?" he said not even looking at the screen. This made me feel angry. I placed my phone pissed.
"You didn't even look." I said zipping my hoodie.
"I did. I-" he started but I just cut him off.
"You didn't. I can see you, Niall. You know how much courage I need to show myself naked in front of the phone? No, you don't because you don't care." I trying to be as calm as I can.
"Stop, you're angry. I don't wanna argue. Why can't you understand that I'm just tired?" he said sighing. I thought I will throw my phone in the wall.
"Why can't I understand? Okay. Fuck it... You're tired. Like always. So be tired. I just wanna talk with my man but he doesn't. So fuck it. Do whatever you want, Niall... You don't understand, not me. Goodnight." I said with tears and hung up while he was trying to say something.
"I can't understand... Great. Diamond always a vilain. Let it be." I whispered putting my sleeping shirt and just brokedown. I didn't expect him to talk to me like this, not even look at me while I'm fucking sitting with bare boobs, ready to touch myself for him. I tried to talk to him, to hear how he is doing, how's work, how's his day... But no he just brushed it off with some stupid excuses. I don't understand what is wrong... Maybe I'm not good enough for him anymore, maybe his feelings got cold for me, maybe something happened and ge doesn't wanna talk about it. Even if my mom found out about us I wouldn't leave Niall because I wanna be with him. I love Niall and even distance won't separate us.