𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐍𝐨𝐰
𝘉𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘯 𝘑𝘢𝘯𝘶𝘻
Later that night I tried calling Yumera once again but I still cannot reach her phone, I even visited her boutique at naabutan ko doon si Athena.
I asked her if Yumera was there but she told me that she's on vacation, tinanong ko pa nga kung saan siya nag bakasyon pero confidential daw that is why I don't have no choice but to pull some strings just to find where the fuck Yumera is. I will find whoever you are Yumera, it's now or never.
I will find you even in depths of hell below the ground. I will chase you even at the end of this fucking world.
"Dos? Yes this is me Brandon, I want you to find Yumera once again. Find her right away, I don't care kung nasaan siya basta mahanap mo siya. Yes. Do that, report it back to me when you found about her whereabouts."I commanded Dos from the other line.
It's my time to face everything, to take responsibility of my fault for hurting Yumera. I will never feel fear again because I have already decided and mustered all my courage to face Yumera and tell her what I truly feel. I'll be the man, I will assure her that.
𝘠𝘶𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢
Two weeks have passed ever since that thing happened, sa loob ng dalawang linggo ay nag mukmok talaga ako sa aking kwarto at walang kinausap kahit na si Marius. Nang tanungin ni Dad kung bakit ay wala na akong nagawa kundi ang sabihin sa kanya ang totoo patungkol sa amin ni Brandon.
𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤
"What's wrong princess? What is bothering you? Akala ko ba okay ka lang? Tell me honestly, kaya ka ba umuwi dahil diyan?"he asked while caressing my head, I slowly pull Papa a little closer and I started to cry hugging him to ease my burden.
"Hush, please don't cry."
"Papa━your princess is heartbroken.... Pa, nasasaktan ako, mahal na mahal ko siya pero hindi kami pwede."umiiyak kong turan, Papa tried his very best to ease my pain while kissing my forehead.
"Tell me who's this man who broke my princess' heart."
"Pa it's not necessary anymore, I let him go. I've already accepted my defeat that is why I run away to heal my heart. Hindi naman niya kasalanan 'to Pa, it was my fault for falling in love. How can I fall in love with the man who's still in love with his past? Isn't foolish?"I sob in pain.
"It was very clear that I cannot have him for myself, I am well aware of that but this rebellious heart of mine did the fault and yes━I tried not to fall in love but I already did Pa. Minahal ko parin siya."I confessed.
"Shhh, Yumera, my princess ito ang tatandaan mo..."Papa trailed.
"To love someone is not considered as a mistake, kapag nag mahal ka hindi 'yun matatawag na pagkakamali dahil alam mo sa sarili mo na kaya mo siya minahal dahil akala mo siya ang nakalaan sa'yo. We got blinded by our deep love and we got paralyzed by our eagerness to find the right one for us that is why we commit mistakes, loving someone whose still in love with his past is just another form of love Yumera. It's either you tried to fix him or you tried to make him realize things. We learn from our experiences."Papa said.
"What you felt might be so deep that is why you are hurting, pero anak, I am sure as the time goes by you will get over it. So never blame yourself just because you love someone, to love is a blessing. You might feel the pain but it will be unbearable dahil hindi ka naman masasaktan ng ganito kung wala kang matutunan hindi ba? After this, you will learn from your experience and you will apply it when the right man comes."he added, tila ba gumaan ang pakiramdam ko habang nakikinig kay Papa.
"Pano ngayon kita iiwan kung ganto ang nangyayari sa'yo?"he joked, ngumiti naman ako ng pilit bago pinunasan ang aking mga luha.
"Pa, okay lang ako. I can do this. I will get through this, ako pa 'eh anak mo 'ko!"
"That's my girl, get a grip Yumera and show him what you got!"Papa exclaimed.
"Sure thing pa, kaya kung ako sa'yo mag bihis ka na at baka ma-late ka pa sa flight mo."saad ko.
"Ay Oo nga pala, siya sige basta mag iingat ka ha? Marius will be here for a while para may kasama ka rito sa hacienda habang wala ako okay?"he mumbled before we stood up from our sofa.
"Sige pa, ako na lang po ang bahala rito."sagot ko.
"Siya sige mag bibihis na 'ko,"papa said before leaving.
𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤
So ngayon ay nasa ikatlong linggo ng wala si Papa rito sa Pilipinas dahil busy siya sa Tokyo, right now I am doing fine and I also finished my deal with Mr. Zhang smoothly. I also told Marius about my broken past with Brandon and he even teased me about it but he is careful not to hurt me.
I am so glad that I at least the pain is unbearable, kung noon ay natutuliro ako sa ngayon ay unti unti ng bumabalik ang aking normal na life-style. Like the usual Yumera before, being busy with our hacienda and dealing with this crackhead Marius.
"Yumera! Hey let's eat!"gaya na lang ngayon, makasigaw siya parang limang bundok ang pagitan namin 'eh nasa dining hall lang naman siya habang ako heto nasa living room.
"Oo na 'to na!"I said before I went inside, pag pasok ko ay naabutan ko siyang abala sa pag lalagay ng kung ano sa isang bowl kaya lumapit ako rito at━
"Shit ano 'yan Marius? Bakit ang lansa?!"I exclaimed when I finally approached him. Napatakip na lamang ako ng aking ilong dahil sa sobrang baho nito.
"Hala grabe ka naman Mera, I cooked your favorite food! Hindi ba favorite mo 'tong sinigang na bangus?!"
"Dios mio Marius Blaze bakit ang lansa?! Did you even wash it?! OMG ang bah━hmmp!"at 'don na bumaliktad ang aking sikmura, I literally covered my mouth and went to the sink as I throw up.
Marahas akong napahawak sa aking tiyan dahil sa sobrang dami ng aking isinuka isama mo pa ang pagkahilo ko.
"Hey are you alright? Anong nakain mo?"tanong ni Marius habang itinatatali nito ang aking buhok.
This is not the first time that I got irritated by some kind of food that I usually eat, 'nong nakaraang linggo nga ay halos itapon ko lahat ng bawang at sibuyas sa kusina dahil sa nababahuan ako rito. I even woke up with a little dizziness not to mention my period got delayed━
Oh my━don't tell me....Hindi maari...
"Yumera, hey, okay ka lang? Gusto mo dalhin kita sa ospital?"tanong ni Marius rason para marahas akong napangiwi.
"No I wa━"before I could even finish my statement everything turns black.
I apologize for my uncanny hugot lines lmao, umiirap pagka addict ko kay John Locke kaya ganun lol.
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