𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐆𝐨'𝐬
𝘠𝘶𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢
"Diyan ka sa lapag matulog!"I declared when the night fall comes, so basically itong magaling na lalaking 'to ay hindi nag punta rito ng walang dalang bala.
He literally asked my father's consent if he can stay here and yes—Papa really agreed not to mention he even call him as his 'Papa' too!
Dios mio nawala lang ako ng ilang saglit kanina magkasundo na sila, kung anong gayuma kaya ang ipinainom nitong si Brandon kay Papa at halos ipagtulakan na ako ni Papa rito.
'Eh parang kailan lang gusto niyang ipa-salvage si Brandon dahil sa pag bubuntis ko. Like, I have planned that I don't want to bother Brandon again.
Na hindi ko na sana sasabihin sa kanya ang kalagayan ko rito, but I guess the tables have turned. Now that he is here and genuinely apologized for his mistakes and taking his responsibility, I don't think it is suitable for me to become selfish and hinder him for being my child's father.
"Hon bakit naman? I want to sleep next to you, besides miss na miss na kita."pilyong sabi nito sabay hatak sa akin paupo sa kanyang kandungan kaya nahampas ko siya.
Syempre kailangan ko paring magpabebe kahit na pinatawad ko na siya. Anong akala niya sakin ha!
"Neknek mo Brandon Januz! Hindi parin tayo bati gets mo?! Naiirit parin ako sa'yo!"sigaw ko rito, napakamot na lang ng batok si Brandon kasabay ng pag hawak niya sa king mga kamay bago niya ako ikinulong sa kanyang bisig.
"Uy bitawan mo 'ko hindi kita bati, tsaka huwag mo nga akong ngisian diyan! Ang pangit mo pag nakangisi!"sita ko sa kanya rason para pakawalan niya ako.
"Damn, I never thought na ganto ka-lakas ang hormones mo at pinagiinitan mo 'ko."he said making me smirk.
"Bakit? Sino ba ang nag pumilit na matulog rito aber? Hinalikan lang kita kanina at nag I love you akala mo bati na tayo?!"I screamed, damn this mood swings of mine. Brandon chuckled before he held my hand as he pull me towards my own bed.
"Come on hon, can you please have some mercy? Gusto mo bang sumakit ang likod ko pag natulog ako sa living room?"I don't have any idea how he do it but damn it, he literally pouted making me smile. I mean, my hormones is really weird because sometimes I got angry, irritated, minsan umiiyak ako 'yung tipo na napakasensitive ko. Kanina naiinis ako sa kanya dahil naalala ko 'yung mga pinag gagawa niya sakin.
Just like when the moment Brandon pouted, I suddenly almost kiss him because of his cute gesture. Parang gusto ko siyang kurutin sa pisngi...
"ARAY! WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!"he yelp in pain when my fingers landed on his cheeks.
"Angc cute cute mo! OMG please pout again! I wanna see it!"napangiwi na lamang siya at hinuli ang aking mga kamay.
"Hep! Let's sleep gabi na, bukas ka na mag sungit at maging weird."sabi nito kaya napairap ako rito.
"Deal with it, binuntis mo 'ko tapos ayaw mong nag susungit ako? Malamang ganto ako kase━"he suddenly kissed me causing me to stop talking.
"Now you shut up, come on let's sleep maaga pa tayo bukas.."he said pulling me closer to his broad chest.
𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐧
Mas maaga akong nagising dahil narin sa pag atake ng aking morning sickness, Brandon is still sleeping that is why I hurriedly took a warm bath and changed into something comfy dress. Saktong natapos akong mag agahan ng mapagdesisyonan kong lumabas muna ng cabin para magpahangin. Panigurado naman akong mamaya pa 'yun gigising 'eh━
"Yumera.."I heard someone spoke as I turned around only to find out it was Marius whose now standing a few meters away from me.
"Marius.."yun na lamang ang tanging nasabi ko kasabay ng pag tawid niya sa aming distansiya at niyakap ako ng mahigpit.
"Marius what━"he cut me off.
"I heard about Brandon, Yumera I━I just can't believe it━I"I put my index finger on his shivering lips as I tried to compose myself because I am well aware that he also confessed his feelings for me. Now that Marius is right here in front of me I don't have any idea how to deal with his feelings despite that I don't have any romantic feelings towards him. He is only my childhood crush, a part of my puppy love that gives me butterflies which is not similar to what I felt for Brandon.
"I'm so sorry Marius, alam kong may nararamdaman ka sakin pero━I wanted to be honest, ayokong magsinungaling sa'yo dahil kaibigan kita at mahalaga ka sakin."I mumbled caressing his back, I can feel his body tense as I try not to cry because I don't wanna lose my best friend just because of love.
"You told me that you will wait but Marius I want you to wait for the right person for you━at hindi ako 'yun. I can never be that person because I already have a child and I have finally found the man for me. Now it's your turn to find your's Marius, I━I mean I━"napatikom ang aking bibig dahil hindi ko na alam ang aking sasabihin dahil sa emosyong lumulukob sa akin.
"Mera, I am happy for you. I came here to tell you that nothing will change in our friendship or so. I am completely aware that you don't have and will never develop feelings for me because of our strong bond like siblings━ako lang ata ang nagkaroon ng nararamdaman sa'yo 'eh."he laugh while holding back his tears.
"Mera, I always want the best for you and now that you have found that person who will love you I am now happy. Panatag na ang loob ko dahil alam kong may mag pr-protekta na sa'yo at magiging mommy ka na."he added.
"I will love you like a true friend as I will try to be happy by my own, Mera walang mag babago. You are special to me and I will be responsible for my feelings because it's my guilt to carry it,"napangiti na lamang ako ng pait dahil 'don. Mabait si Marius at karapatdapat sa sino mang babae, hindi siya mahirap mahalin at alam ko sa sarili ko na makakahanap rin siya ng babaeng nararapat sa kanya.
"Alam mo ayaw na ayaw kong nag d-dramahan tayo rito! Halika nga rito!"he said wiping his tears off before he pull me into a tight hug.
"Thank you Marius, thank you for being there for me and for taking care of me,"I said as I also return his embrace.
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