Letters To Harry

5 - IT'S HERE!!!

Dear Harry,

I've missed this. I haven't sent you a letter in over 2 weeks, not that you'd probably notice. Anyways...HI!

I have got huge news to tell you :

I told my mom that I am cutting, and that I have been for a long time.

She didn't react too badly, I think she already knew. But I did tell her I wanted to get help, so we went to the doctor's and she referred us to a therapist. Wanna know what made me realize that I needed to do that? Because someone reminded me what happiness feels like : YOU! Because YOU FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER!!!

This means I am so much closer to being able to contact you closely. But I am a little afraid to DM you, just in case you don't answer and my heart will break, I don't need that. So yeah, I'm going to try and get some help and hopefully get better quickly.

By the way...what the hell were you thinking going out in public with Liam's best friend?! It's obvious there isn't any romantic interest between the two of you, so why would you risk the rumours that undoubtedly got made up?

It may seem a little odd to you, but since you're not reading this letter most likely, I'm going to fangirl, okay?

The pictures from last Thursday were sooooo cute!

I loved the ones of Liam and Catt at the movies, and Emeline and Niall having a picnic (that was just too adorable!) and Louis and Eleanor at Chez Vous going out for lunch. But where were Zayn and Perrie? I saw the pictures of her, Catt, Emeline and Melissa going into your hotel so I know she was there...naughty Zerrie.

Honestly, we Directioners don't get enough credit, we could be as good as the Secret Service! I'll have a talk with my English teacher, see if I can't get some bonus marks.

I had a mini flashback last night : remember when you streamed 'Take Me Home' a week early? I thought Change My Mind and Last First Kiss were 2 of the most beautiful songs I'd ever heard (aside from Little Things). You guys were so cute when you surprised us and were all thrilled at how much we loved it!

♥

I have this one super-dramatic friend who's thrown about 27 bitchfits this week alone, and she's really starting to piss me off. Of course I love her, she's a really close friend of mine, but still. It's actually funny sometimes. She'll be wanting a DVD or something and she won't get it and goes "Oh, my life sucks, it's so hard for me!" I'm just standing there trying not to laugh. Does that make me a terrible person? I don't think so...I hope not.

One of my best friends also got VIP tickets to see Justin Bieber in concert and meet and greet tickets in Toronto in less than a month. I'm happy for her, but I'm a bit upset because I wish I could get something like that to see you guys. You've not even done a signing in Canada in 3 years...please change that? I would do absolutely ANYTHING for tickets to that!

I'm glad this envelope doesn't have a tape in it, as I have barely stopped screaming since...you know...the person I'm in love with has followed my fangirl account on Twitter! Ohmygod, I still cannot believe this.

Here's a list of my all-time favourite One Direction songs :

- What Makes You Beautiful

-More Than This

- Stand Up

- Moments

- Gotta Be You

- Little Things

- Summer Love