Time shall be given to someone who needs it

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I know it was an accident, but I still hate Dad for it. How dare he try and hit me and then hurt someone else? I guess Revali did bring it down on himself... but Dad shouldn't have hit in the first place. But I shouldn't have gotten mad at Dad... it's an endless cycle, who knows who is to blame.

I have brought Revali to Vah Ruta and I'm just waiting for him to wake up... if I use my healing magic now, I might kill him. It's not at it's full functionality yet. But it will be, when I am older.

Watching Revali lying on the floor of Vah Ruta is killing me, so I've turned to write in this. I have been torn apart many times, when Mother died, when Sidon and Dad cry and I just have to listen to them, feeling guilty that I cannot create any tears or emotion of my own, even if I am not sure why. But every time I have woken up in the morning, even if it's only slightly healed, but still feeling better.

This time, I feel like I'll still be broken until I can heal him.

Sidon came to me before, saying that "Daddy is sorry and Ravioli is he better?". It was so adorable that I had to forgive Dad, but that doesn't mean I will speak to him. And I have a new nickname for Revali - Ravioli. I am not sure why Sidon's brain confused to two, but it's funny, so I'm sticking with it.

Ravioli, - whoops, sorry. I mean, Revali lies motionless on the floor, he's worrying me a bit. I wonder if he can think in this coma-like sleep. Can he hear me when I echo words through these walls? Because I've stopped saying Link's name, although every now and again I catch myself saying it, when I've dazed off. 

Link... came to visit me the other day. I asked if we could spend some time together after this whole calamity, and he gave me a funny look. I looked away, embarrassed, and continued healing his arm. Perhaps all the time he has spent with the princess... does he love her? Maybe to him, we are simply nothing more that allies, not even friends.

How can you let go of your first real love?

It's simple - don't do it the way I did.

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