An ink for words

F e a r

F E A R

I do not know what will tomorrow bring

There are so many possibilities I can't stop thinking

Every scenarios in my head keep on playing

Those what ifs- What if I won't have a
successful ending?

I was then so afraid of failing

Afraid of what the future might bring

What if I don't land somewhere I wanna be?

What if all of the things I want to achieve won't be given to me?

They say don't think most of the future vibe

But what if thinking of the future helps me strive?

Future is the only life I get to choose to have

Present is something I was force to love

But what if things would not turn exactly as I want it to be?

What would probably happen to me?

Hopes wasted, dreams shattered

Then, again, I'll continue living a life I never wanted.

-Syrill 🖤