My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 2

Someday You'll Find Him

Note: This is similar to 'Someday You'll Find Her, Charlie Brown'. An emotional unrequited love story of Charlie and Heather (a.k.a. The Little Red-Haired Girl). Insert the song 'Alone' by Becky Reardon (the top image).

Or try to listen that song in YouTube. If you watch it, you'll get sentimental tears. One of the saddest Charlie Brown songs ever made. 😭😭😭

"I just don't know how to write a love letter. What can you say to a girl that shows you really like her?"

"She has a pretty face and pretty faces make me nervous."

"I'm thinking about how I'll probably never see her again and about how unfair it is and I feel like sitting down and crying....sometimes I almost forgot where I am."

"I'll bet she knows how much I admire her and how much I've always wanted to meet her and I'll bet she's written me a note telling me something....I'll be that's it." - Charlie Brown

Your POV

I am insecured about my love life. I'm not yet ready for romance and it makes me weak and nervous. I experienced unrequited love and it broke my heart into pieces. Without a suitor who courts me, I'll be crushed to bits like shattered glass. I became philophobic.

I never received any love letters on Valentine's Day because I began to hate it and I found the box was completely empty. There's none for me....I just throw it in the trash. I have a fear of blushing and it gives me nosebleed.

When I see a boy or a man close to me, I stay away from them because I'm too afraid like a leaf. Making love to him in bed makes me want to cry, burst out tears and wail like a baby or a child. Still not ready to love either.

I ripped the heart apart in halves, a symbol of love hurts. A fortune that says three words: 'FORGET IT, KID'. It stings my heart so badly as if it spills out blood forming into a fountain of tears. I'm desperately in love and I just thought love was supposed to make me happy but I'm not.

I sighed depressingly at the thought. I feel scared, embarrassed, awkward and unconsciously sensitive. I should tell them that I remain single forever and never got a suitor because I haven't experience true love. Why not? Yeah, right....love is impossible.

Can anyone please tell me what love is?! I mean, what does it really mean?! Nothing....nobody give me a straight simple answer. It's hopeless. I just can't do it. I can't take it any longer. I couldn't get ahold of this feeling anymore.

I was wondering if a boy or a guy who likes me back. I imagine myself if I want to impress him by showing my talent, interests or hobbies. But it didn't work and it didn't help at all, neither and none of it are unappreciated. The gifts I gave him were cheap.

But all they ever wanted is money, money, money. Get rich, live in a fancy mansion, filled with luxurious stuff such as expensive jewelry, fashion clothes, lots of chicks...etc. Maybe can drive in a limosine with a 'just married' sign or make him a celebrity star in town. Just brilliant. 💰💰💰 💸💸💸

Those kind of people are nothing but worthless gold digging rats. What if they were trying to use me for bidding like a prostitute, lose my virginity or even worse? That's not my type! How absolutely outrageous! Good grief...

To be honest, that's not the boy or a guy I like. I want a perfect one, just for me and mine alone. If I can't find one, I ended up feeling depressed and had neurotic pleasure. (another term for depression, a reference in 'Charlie Brown All Stars').

As elegant as a prince in a fairytale. His sexy voice of an angel....music to my ears that make my heart skip a beat every time I hear his deep tone. Always gives me lots of kisses which it felt like flying in heaven. Blonde hair, blue eyes so pure, handsome features like an anime hottie...etc. Yup, the list goes on.