My Lost Valentine

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Note: I know 'Hyrule Warriors' is my favorite Link of the game franchise because I kind of adored his super cute yet sexy smile. I just want to pinch his cheeks so bad and hear his voice. Still, he's so cute like a puppy. (I thought he was gay? Just kidding! FANGIRL NOSEBLEED!!)

"I'll bet those girls are talking about me. I wonder what they're saying about me....I was feeling so good too...now I'm all depressed...why does someone always have to spoil my day?"

"It's all very strange....you can be walking along not thinking of anything in particular. Suddenly, you're reminded of a lost love..."

"Somewhere in this great city, there must be a mailbox with a love letter for me. But this isn't it!"

"I fall in love with any girl who smells of library paste." - Charlie Brown (Charles Schulz's 'Peanuts')

Your POV

Today is Valentine's Day. So....what am I going to do? I feel like I was nothing. Nothing in common. What have I got to lose? Nothing at all. What's it like to be given a Valentine? Is it about love, joy, happiness, excitement or inspired? The list goes on and on...

The bad news is I lost a Valentine, leaving me empty, locked in a bird cage and a lack of love life....just because I haven't received one. Given to someone I like, especially nothing compares to my own personal type. I'm not sure if I can find a perfect boy who's right for me. Love hurts...and it's hopeless.

I thought being in love was supposed to make me happy. Without a Valentine, I'll be crushed to bits. Despite the fact that I have seasonal depression. Why a holiday like this always depressed me? I mean, why don't we have a holiday to emphasize it anyway? Ohh, RATS....I think my stomach hurts. 😞😞 😖😖

I'm a girl with a teenage heart, right? I wonder if a boy who really likes me back and gives me a special Valentine. I can picture himself with blonde hair, blue eyes and had the perfect smile that made my heart burst. He had a voice of an angel. He sounds so sweet...as pure honey to my butter. 🍯🍯🍯

But I'm afraid that I have lost it. I don't have the courage to do it myself. I'm just too weak. I am as normal as a cold stone and as shallow as the ocean waves. Everything doesn't seem to work out right at all. Why am I so sad all the time? Ohh, good grief...

Let's face it. I feel like a little child with having 100% mental issues, always gets depressed on holidays and don't know how to confront with others about the problem of my love life. Life is too short when it comes to love. I'm too nervous and so red-faced when I meet boys.

I'm just not in the mood for love. I should just ask myself; 'why is my life have become much more difficult than this?' or 'what am I?'. But my other self says something sarcastically like 'I don't know'. That's it. Nothing than a boring statement or off topic.

I imagined myself being isolated while I was sitting on a bench at school. I know lunchtime could be my worst time of the day. Only just a couple of toasted sandwiches mixed with peanut butter and jelly or maybe a box of fruity juice. I guess nothing tastes the sweetness of a lost Valentine love.

Note: The scene from 'You're Not Elected, Charlie Brown' where you can see Charlie Brown and Linus Van Pelt sits together on a bench at school and have a chat about The Little-Red Haired Girl while eating their lunch or recess time.

I remembered about I experienced that in junior high school when it's almost Valentine's Day, like this one. We were receiving or exchanged cards and wait for a minute. But the problem is I haven't got a Valentine card. I checked the box to see if there's one more left for me. Nothing. I ended up being a crybaby tearjerker. It hurts my heart, stabbed in pain....like a wooden stake.

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