It's a Love Story ~carl grimes book~

Chapter 11

"It sounded like it was inside the walls" he said

the next day

"He still hasn't come out of his room" Jessie said to you

"Yeah, I can understand why" you said "He just lost his dad, and you just lost your husband, are you okay?" you asked rubbing her arm

"Honestly, other than my boys being hurt, I've never been better" she said

"That's great, Jessie" you said "I'm gonna see if I can get him out"

"Okay hun, thank you" she said as you walked up the stairs to Ron's room

"Ron, baby?" you asked. No response "Can I come in?"

      All you heard was the unlocking of the door, then footsteps away from the door. You slowly opened it to reveal Ron looking out his window. You walked behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist and looked outside with him. You saw Enid and Carl laughing together. But that's not what you were worried about "Whatcha lookin at?" you asked, laying your head on his back

"I don't know" he said putting his head down and closing the blinds, then pulling away from grasp and laid on his bed, facing the opposite direction of you. 

     You crawled into bed next to him and wrapped your arm around him. He turned around and faced you. He looked into your eyes as you saw a tear fall from his. You wiped it away with your thumb and kissed his cheek. When you laid your head back down, he put his hand on your cheek and very gently kissed your lips.

"I love you, y/n" he said pulling away "I love you so much"

"I love you too, Ron" you said pulling him into your chest. 

     You both just laid there for about half an hour before he lifted his head from your chest and began kissing your neck

"Ron?" you whispered as he began to suck

"Hm?" he hummed against your skin

"We can't go all the way" you said

"That's okay, princess. We don't have to" he said kissing your lips.

     You kissed for a couple seconds, then began to make out. Things started to get heated. He once again started kissing your neck. He took both yours and his jackets off. Leaving you in a t shirt and him in a button down. He then took your shirt off and began kissing your chest

"Ron, I said we can't go all the way" you said

"And we're not" he said in between kisses "Don't worry, baby. I got you"

     He made a trail of kisses down your stomach, and when he got to the waist band of your jeans, unbuttoned them, and slowly peeled them off, exposing your bare legs. Your scars.

this could trigger those who have struggled with self harm, and, if you are or have struggled with this, just know, I have too, and there is always going to be someone there to help you through. If you feel like you have no one, please, reach out to me. I'm always here.

     You know that he saw your scars, yet he seemed to ignore him. He ran his fingers over your bare thighs and up to the  waist band of your underwear. He pulled it up and released it. snap.

"owww" you whined as he just smirked

     He began pulling down your underwear and you could feel yourself getting more nervous by the minute

"Is the door locked?" you asked. He walked over to the door and turned he lock

"It is now" he said getting back on top of you, kissing your lips, then returning to pull down your underwear. Once they were completely off, he began kissing your inner thighs. As he got closer to your core, you began to shake.