My True Prince // Prince William

Chapter Twelve: Worries

Princess Amelia of Illea

March 23rd, 2010 

I held my bag as I made my way into Anna's office. She was sitting on her desk typing away on her laptop before she looked up and raised an eyebrow at me. 

"Geht es dir gut, Amy?" (Are you alright, Amy?) She asked as she sat back and took her glasses off her head. 

"Ich bin besorgt. Das ist sales." (I'm worried. That's all.) I responded as I walked inside and sat down across from her. 

"Besorgt? Worüber?" (Worried? About what?) 

"Marrying Will. Moving full time to England and becoming the next Princess of Wales." I confessed and Anna stared at me for a moment and smiled. 

"I knew one day you would come to me about this. I am very happy it is not so close to your actual wedding date." She began and I rolled my eyes at her. 

"I wouldn't do it so close to my wedding." I cried out and Anna chuckled before looking over at me. 

"You're entire life you were not raised to take the throne honestly. Momma and Poppa have raised you really to help support the throne and never to take it. So yes, I would expect you to be nervous. But Amy, I see the way you look at William and I see the way he looks at you. You love him. And he is madly in love with you." She began and I felt my eyes begin to water. 

"Moving to England will take time to adjust. You are going over there for some time so just get a feel of being in England full time. You know if anything Poppa will get you a plane to come back home in a heartbeat." 

"I know that! He has told me that so many times. es ist ziemlich nervig." (It's quite annoying.)

"It's not annoying. You are the first kid to truly leave Illea. I married an Illea man and I am the Crown Princess. But you have always been different Amy. You are actually leaving." Anna whispered and I stared at her for a moment and smiled. 

"Are you sad I'm leaving?" 

"Of course I am. You're my little sister Amelia! From the moment you were born, it was always the two of us. Especially when the twins came." Anna said as she reached up and wiped her eyes. 

"Anna! Weinst du?" (Are you crying?) I asked as I stood up and made my way over to my sister. 

"Of course I am! I am trying to calm your worries but it makes me sad Amy. It makes all of us sad. You are leaving and going to start a new family. We are all going to miss you." She whispered and I smiled softly as I bent down and hugged her. 

"Ich werde immer nach Hause kommen, Anna. Illea ist mein Zuhause." (I'll always come back home, Anna. Illea is my home.) 

"Illea is your homeland. But England is becoming your home now Amy. You will be there Queen one day. And I will be so happy for you." She whispered as we pulled apart and I wiped the tears away from her eyes. 

"I love you, Anna." 

"I love you too. But you must to William. You must tell him his worries. Because if I remember anything about his mother who was my godmother she never said her worries. She held everything in. And I do not want that to happen to you." She said as she held my hands and I looked at her. 

"Anna," 

"No, you are my sister. My little sister and no matter what age I am going to protect you. No matter what." 

"I know that, thank you for talking to me." 

"It is my pleasure. I needed a break from paperwork. Now go call your fiance and send him my love as well." She said as she gave my hands one last squeeze. I stared at her for a moment before turning and grabbing my bag. 

As I made my way out of the office I closed the door behind me and reached for my phone that was in my bag. I dialed Will's number and pressed the phone to my ear 

"Hello love," Will answered and I smiled when I heard his voice. 

"Hi, my darling. are you busy right now?" 

"No, I just left an engagement and I am picking up food before heading to Harry's. Are you alright?" 

"I just wanted to talk about something." 

"Talk? Is everything okay? Are you okay?" 

"I'm just worried, Will. About everything. I was talking to Anna about it. I'm worried about the wedding that something will go wrong. I'm worried about moving to England and leaving my family. I'm worried I won't live up to the expectations of your mum." I blurted out and I heard Will silent on the other side. 

"Amy, nothing will go wrong at our wedding. It will go off perfectly. I know moving away from your mum and dad and all of your siblings will be hard but I will fly them out every weekend if I need to or I will fly you out." 

"And as for the expectations for my mother. You do not need to worry about them. You are not my mother you are Princess Amelia of Illea. You are your own person and no one else. I would never want you to put so much stress of yourself. Amelia, I love you for you, and no matter a title or status would change that." He finished and I felt myself wiping the tears away from my eyes. 

"I needed that." 

"Good. I just got my food darling. Do you want to chat later?" 

"No, spend time with harry. Send him my love. Anna says hello as well." 

"I will. I love you, Amelia." 

"I love you too Will. So much."