♢You seem on edge (Baku/Sero)

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Please read!
So, chapters where I put like these kind of signs ♢♡♧ ,like in this chapter, mean that they have other parts too (max. 3) but I just didn't wanna give them the same names.
PS: You can read them separately but you'll probably notice that it's connected.
Anyways have fun reading and thank you for even reading lol :')

Knock knock.

"What?" Bakugou lets go of his pencil and looks at his door. It's Sero.
"What do you want?"
"Wanna talk with you 'bout something." Sero sits down on Bakugou's bed and puts his earphones around his neck.
Bakugou turns around and waits for Sero to start even though he probably knows what he's gonna talk about.
"Kats", Sero sighs, "You can't just beat any fucking person."
"Oh, so I'm the bad one. Enlighten me. What you are then? Surely not a fucking angel." Bakugou says pissed. He can't hear that sentence anymore. These people are asking for it.
"I went back yesterday. I had to call an ambulance."
"Should've left him there." Bakugou growls lowly.
"Probably." Sero says shrugging. He doesn't even care that much that Bakugou beats them up. He just doesn't want his friend to get into trouble. Neither by the law or by their other friends.
"Denki and Mina are becoming more afraid of you or rather us." Sero casually rests his head on his palm, still having that unbothered look on his face like always.
"Ugh. They're the reason I always fight."
"I know but Denki is afraid that you're gonna kill someone by accident and I bet Mina already told you why."
Bakugou stays silent. She did indeed. They don't want to scare them. Bakugou is just hot-headed and Sero...well he just can't see people touching his family. It doesn't matter that Sero is not always touchy and cute. He'll protect them until the day he physically and mentally just can't.
"You can tell him that I'm not gonna kill anyone."
"Didn't look like that yesterday though." Sero mumbles and looks down on Bakugou's knuckles.
"Shut the fuck up, Sero. You're just pissed that I left you alone with it. Didn't I apologize? Jeez."
"I don't care about that, Bakugou. That's not the fucking problem here. I'm worried about you." Sero, slowly but surely gets worked up.
"Worried? Why?" Bakugou chuckles indifferent to the words of his childhood friend.
"Damn it, Kats. What's going on with you? Tell me."
Bakugou gets angry, "Nothing is going on."
"You sure? You more and more seem on edge. Why aren't you talking to me anymore?" Sero asks sighing.
He cares a lot for his friends. But Bakugou is like a brother to him. They even introduce each other like cousins because their family is just that close and they believed it themselves that they're cousins when they were younger. Which is why a lot of people actually think they're related. But the fact that they knew each other for so long has also its bad sides. They never acted all emotional around each other from the beginning. They fully trust each other, yeah. But they can't cry in front of each other or they don't hug each other really often. This comportement follows them till this day and it kinda seems like they drifted apart. They're like the kind of family members that don't have to keep contact every day to assure themselves that everything is fine between them. They could not talk for months but the moment they see each other again it's like time didn't even pass. They can talk about everything that's been going on in their lives and give advice to each other without feeling like the person just came back because he needs someone. They already know that they have their backs no matter what.
"I'm talking with you."
"Cut the crap, please. You always leave everything inside you and it gets on my fucking nerves. Just...just let your anger or whatever you're feeling out in another way."
"You cut the crap!" Bakugou gets on his feet and points a finger at Sero, "Stop acting like the bigger person. We all know that you're fucked up."
Sero sighs nodding, "Well you know that about me because I trust you but I feel like I don't know shit about you. Are you fucked up? Are you hurt? What's going on in that head of yours? Guess what? I. Don't. Fucking. Know." Sero started shouting, getting even more worked up.
"I'm not fucking hurt, bitch. Leave me alone. You always try to make me feel shit but I don't, so get out."
Sero tries to calm down and replays Bakugou's words again. He tries to understand but he can't.
"...What do you mean you don't feel, Katsuki?" Sero asks with a more gentle voice now.
"Stop analysing me all the fucking time. I didn't mean shit." Bakugou runs his fingers through his hair and sits down again. He ignores Sero and proceeds in doing his homework.
But the moment he places the tip of the pencil on the paper he notices how his hand is shaking. He still tries to write but it's really difficult and annoying. He starts cursing Sero out under his breath.
"Kats, are you alright?" Sero asks softly with so much care and worry in his voice that a sudden wave of emotions rain down on the blonde boy. Why does everything feel so hard? Fuck. He always feels like he's doing something wrong. Always feels like something is totally wrong in his life.
"Oh god, yes. What the fuck are you still doing here?" He asks.
"Hey, what's going on?" Sero stands up immediately as he heard the change of tone in Bakugou's voice.
"Nothing." He says and rests his face in his hands and then whispers into his hands, "Fuck."
"Please talk to me, bud." Sero begs. Something is going on with his friend but he doesn't know what exactly. He wants to help him or at least be there for him but Bakugou always shuts himself off.
"But I'm fine. Get out of my fucking sight. I'm fucking fine." Bakugou shouts angrily and starts silently crying without him even noticing. Sero observes him also silently. What the fuck is happening?
"Katsuki, fucking talk to me. What's the matter?"
"Why don't you...leave me the fuck alone? Just go, Hanta. I know you like seeing people suffer but can you do that another time? Because I don't want anybody fucking near me."
"Fuck you, Katsuki. You act like I don't act in your favour every fucking time. What the fuck is holding you back so much to just trust me? - Fuck. Look at me at least." Sero shouts desperately.
What the heck did he do? When did Bakugou start being so different around him? He doesn't understand.
"Just leave." Bakugou cries softly and sniffs now and then. It's already embarrassing enough that he cries in front of Sero. Especially Sero. He's gonna think that he's some crybaby.
Tch. When's the last time they saw each other crying? Too long ago. But he doesn't try to stop his tears. He already saw, it's too late to save himself.
"Shall I call Eijiro?"
"No, idiot."
Sero rolls his eyes. It doesn't matter what happens, Bakugou won't stop insulting you.
"I want to help you." Sero mumbles.
"I don't want your help." Bakugou wipes his tears away.
"So, you really don't want to tell me what's going on with you."
"No." Bakugou says bluntly.
Sero's chest tightens but he ignores this somewhat new feeling.
"Ok...you know where to find me if you need anything." Sero says softly and quietly leaves Bakugou's room.

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