kim suyeon
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i finally make my way to the playground after having some hard times talking to doyoung about going out. he won't stop his sarcasm and that was so annoying.
the very last thing he said was,
"if you come back saying you're in love with him , don't dare to say we're siblings."
i don't know why would he go to that extent. what exactly happened with him and renjun? something that i don't know and something that no one seems to know except renjun and himself?
without realising , i arrived at the playground. he's already here. oh , he's early. i didn't walk to him , i just stared at him. i wasn't joking when i said i like how he looks. i adore it.
he suddenly turned his head towards my direction and smiled.
"why you're staring at me? come here!" he said as he gesturing his hand , asking me come closer.
i snapped into reality and walked to him.
"why did you ask me out?" i asked as i looked at him.
"a date , maybe?" he said.
"should i be fluttered?" i asked.
"you should , i guess." renjun said as he offered his hand.
"are you going to refuse this one as well?" he asked as he looked at me.
my eyes trailed to his empty hand.
"yes , i'm going to refuse that one too." i said as i sit on a bench.
"do you hate me that much?" he asked as he chuckled while taking a seat beside me.
"i don't hate you." i stated.
"great then. i told you we're going on a date. are you going to sit there forever?" he asked me as he stood.
"where are you taking me?" i asked as i looked up to him.
"do you like sweet things?" he asked and i slowly nodded.
"let's go to a cafe. i know a pretty cafe around here." he said as his eyes gleamed talking about the cafe.
is this why people fall for him? he looks so pure with everything he does.
"alright." i said.
i stand up and start walking ahead.
"show me the way , i don't know where to go." i said as i looked at him.
"sure."
we walked together side by side , i could see he sometimes smiles while looking down.
"why.." he started.
"..don't we know each other before?" he asked as he slowly turns his head towards me.
"i do know your name." i said , without looking at him.
"oh yeah. how did you know anyway?" he asked , i looked at him. he's staring at me waiting for an asnwer.
"is that even a question? you are famous and you know that. of course i heard people talking about you." i answered before i look front again.
he chuckled before he says something.
"why i never know doyoung had a sister?" he asked.
my ears perked up upon hearing doyoung's name.
"not everyone knows we're siblings but speaking about doyoung..."
"what's is your relationship with him?" i asked.
"what do you mean?" he asked me back.
"i think you probably know why he hates you that much. tell me why." i said , demanding for an answer.
he stopped , making me stop as well.
"even though i know the reason , i don't want to tell you. but don't worry , i hate him as much as he hates me. i don't mind. and i think it's probably better if you ask him by yourself." he said as he smiled. a smile that i can't read if it's a fake or a genuine smile.
"it's not like i'm worry about that." i stated.
"great now , let's not talk about him." he said as he grabbed my hand. i was taken aback. i was sure that i said not to do this.
"even though you refused my hand , i will still hold yours." he said as we walked.
"why bother asking then?" i asked before i rolled my eyes.
"oh? you're not pulling your hand away." he asked playfully which caught me off guard. i tried to pull my hand but he tightens his grip.
"i'm joking , just let me hold your hand." he said as he smiled.
okay huang renjun , let's see until when can you keep this going. let me see if i will fall for you or not.
we finally arrived at the cafe. my eyes widened as i looked at the cafe , it is indeed pretty. he does know some good places around here. which is opposite than i thought he would be. i imagined him as a home person who is rarely go out.
"surprised huh? pretty right?" he asked , anticipating an answer from me.
without answering , i just nodded while still being amazed on how pretty this cafe looks.
"let's order , what do you want?" he asked as we get into the line.
"you see , i don't bring my purse..-" his laughs cut my sentence.
"i don't ask you to pay , suyeon." he said.
"but still..-"
"you don't have to worry , so what are you having?" he asked again.
"caramel latte.."
"you love sweet things , i see."
"yeah i do. sweet things calms me down."
"do you get anxious easily?" he asked , out of sudden.
"yeah..how do you know?" i asked , confused how did this come out from his mouth.
"i just guessed it." he smiled.
i just let it slide away as we wait for our turn. after we ordered , we sit at a table located near the window. despite on how pretty this cafe , the customer is lesser than i thought.
"don't want to ask how do i know this place?" he asked.
"i don't but now you mention it , just tell me then."
"i always come here when i'm stressed , as you see this place is not crowded." he said before he placed his chin on his palm.
"i see." i took a sip of my caramel latte.
"suyeon.."
"..are you being nervous around me?" he asked. i put back my glass on the table.
"why do you ask this out of sudden?"
"when i hold your hand earlier , you was trembling. i can feel that." he said , still calm with his words.
"oh well , maybe you can say that. i told you that i get anxious easily." i said as i avoided eye contact.
"so exactly why.., why would you get anxious around me?" he asked.
"i don't know , maybe because i'm afraid of you..?"
