kim suyeon
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renjun and i walk together to my class , oh well his class is just next to mine. this time , people are looking at us but not the way they did before. they took a glance at us and then minding their own business.
"look , i've made them quiet down , right?" he asked , trying to make an eye contact with me.
i looked at him before i spoke up ,
"yeah." i said as i look back to the front.
i wanted to say 'you're amazing' , but nevermind i don't want he to think i'm complimenting him.
"do you feel uncomfortable around me?" he asked again.
"i need time to adjust with the situation." i stated and he nodded.
we finally arrived at my class.
"see you later , i guess?" he said as he put his hand in his pocket and smiled.
"alright." i said as i entered my class. it's so awkward i want to run away.
"suyeon , he really did that , huh?" hyeri asked and i nodded.
"oh my , what's actually in his mind?" hyeri said as she sighed.
i stared at hyeri's face , what would make hyeri react like this? what did huang renjun used to do which make hyeri react like this? is he that bad?
"why are you staring at me?" she asked.
"nothing.." i said as i took out my book.
suddenly hyeri look at her phone.
"i need to see jaemin for awhile." she said and i nodded. i watched her walking out from the class.
to be frank , renjun's actions make me feel weird. he don't have to do this properly , actually. why would he?
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the class went well , as usual. the students start to get out for lunch one by one.
"it's been a long time since we hang out together." hyeri said as she closed her book.
"right? do you want to hang out together , this weekend?" i asked.
"yes let's do that. why don't you come to my house?" she suggested and i nodded.
"great idea." i said as i smiled.
"suyeon , your brother is here." hyeri said as she pointed at the door, doyoung is indeed standing there.
"i will go and meet him." i excused myself and hyeri nodded.
i walked out from my class to see doyoung.
"follow me." he said before he walked ahead. i nodded.
something is not right , why he's acting like that?
we stopped at the garden.
"what do you want to say?" i asked , he still not turning back to face me.
"what's actually going on with you and renjun?" he asked , his tone is cold. doyoung only acting like this when he's mad.
"nothing serious...-"
"he claimed you guys are together and you say it's nothing serious?!" he yelled , finally facing me.
"i'm just playing along. so that , this thing won't spread more." i defended myself.
"playing along? kim suyeon , are you a fool?" he asked as he scoffed.
"doyoung , for whatever reason , don't worry. this thing will end eventually. we have nothing , literally nothing. now and in the future as well." i said , trying to calm him down. this reaction , is kinda similar with hyeri's. who is this huang renjun , exactly?
"do you really have confidence that you won't fall for him?" he asked , i was taken aback. why would he ask that?
"why do you ask?" i asked , confused.
"prove me that at the end , you really don't have anything with him." he said again , totally ignoring my question before he left me.
i can't understand. i sit down at the bench , trying to process what did doyoung try to convey.
"oh? suyeon!" someone said , calling for my name. it was jungwoo.
"hey what are you doing here , alone?" he asked as he sat beside me.
"i talked to doyoung just now." i said.
"oh , he was with you? no wonder i don't see him. by the way, congratulations!" he said , excitedly.
i frowned as i look at him.
"for what?" i asked , did i win something and i don't know?
"your relationship with renjun! i didn't expect that." he said as he laughed happily. oh that.
"oh yeah , haha thanks." i said awkwardly.
"i need to go , see you around!" he said as he stands up and waved.
i nodded and waved him back.
after reorganising my thoughts , i decided to walked away , making my way to the class. i don't think i want to eat now.
it's indeed nice when people are not attacking me anymore. people really listen to that huang renjun , i see.
"oh! renjun's girl!" oh man , i know this voice. i look at my left , haechan just walked out from the library greeted me.
"i said stop calling me that." i told him, crossing my arms.
"oh don't be so strict , sis. you guys are official..even though it's fake." he said and whispered the last sentence in my ears.
"i have no time to talk about this." i said before i walked away.
he grabbed my hand.
"don't be so unfriendly , kim suyeon. we will see each other more in the future. you're our friend's girlfriend." he said as he smirked.
he let go of my hand.
"see you around , goodbye." he said as he waved before he walked away.
what's wrong with him?
as i entered my class , i saw renjun. wait , huang renjun? what is he doing here?
"oh you're finally here! i was looking for you." he said as he smiled.
at this point , i don't know what's fake and what's real.
"do you need anything?" i asked , truly confused.
"nothing , i just want to see you." he said as he smiled.
i cleared my throat before i start talking.
"you know , renjun...you don't have to waste your time." i said.
"i'm doing this because i wanted to. i don't think i'm wasting my time. why? are you afraid that you will fall for me?" he asked , as if he's teasing me.
"excuse me? don't worry. i believe that i won't." i said as i crossed my arms.
"oh! look renjun and suyeon together! you guys are so sweet." one of my classmates said as he entered the class.
renjun gives him a smile that i can't read , what's wrong with him , honestly?
my classmates started to fill the class one by one.
"see you later , i guess?" he said and smiled. i think i heard that one this morning.
"oh , okay." i said and watch him leaving my class.
"woah , suyeon! you hit a jackpot for sure!" one of my classmates said.
i smiled at him awkwardly before i proceed to walk to my place.
