huang renjun
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i frowned as i saw unexpected people in front of my house.
"hey renjun! where did you go? i waited for you for one and half hour!" haechan asked as he stood up.
"first and foremost , why are you guys here?" i asked.
"to check on you." jeno said.
"i just tagged along." jaemin said as he shrugged his shoulders.
"we brought some cola , let's get in." haechan said as he smiled.
"yeah this is totally your house." i said sarcastically as i unlocked my door.
"what's wrong , it's not like your parents are here." he said mischievously.
i rolled my eyes , totally get used to his behaviour.
we entered and they sat on the sofa.
"where did you go?" haechan asked.
"i was out with suyeon." i said as i closed my door.
"you guys are really close now , huh?" jaemin asked.
"yup."
"how about seri?" jeno asked.
"she said she's sick..,"
"she don't have much time left."
they stared at me.
"why did she come back?" haechan asked.
"she asked me to spend time with her. i felt bad you know. i think i need to do at least that for her. i once loved her." i said as i sighed.
"right , you loved her once. doing so wouldn't hurt , right?" jeno said as he stared at me.
"i don't know if my decision is right or not." i said as i slowly shook my head.
"you..do you still love her?" jaemin asked.
i hate the fact i couldn't answer that. sometimes i feel like i still love her but at the same time , i couldn't bring myself to love her like i did.
"be clear with yourself, if you still love her , stop doing that. you know , at the end you'll be the who's getting hurt." he added.
i stared at him. jaemin is right , she doesn't have much time. i shouldn't be in love her or i will get hurt. i don't want to get hurt twice.
"you , have feelings for suyeon , right?" jaemin asked.
silence. i can't answer that too.
"i'm giving up on her. she seems like she's in love with you. i can't bring myself to ruin that for her." he said again.
i stared at him.
"don't give me hope , jaemin. i don't want to be hurt." i said as i stared straight into his eyes.
"do you think , i'm okay with it? i don't. but i want her , and you to be happy." he said as he sighed.
"you're making me look bad here." i said as i avoided eye contact.
i cleared my throat before i continue.
"don't give up on her. i'm not sure with my feelings yet." i added.
"and i don't think she's in love with me ,..-" i halted.
"yangyang fits her better than me." i said as i looked down.
"i've said it before but renjun , you can start new love story. you heard her , she doesn't like anyone and that's including yangyang. you can fight for her love." jeno said.
"he's right , i can see through you. i can tell you actually have something for her. we know you better than yourself , renjun." haechan said as he opened his cola.
"i don't know , i don't want to think. let's stop talking about this." i said as i grabbed my can.
"by the way , are you going to tell suyeon about seri?" jaemin asked.
"no, she doesn't have to know." i said as i looked at him.
"alright , if you say so." he nodded.
"till when you guys planning to stay here?" i asked as i walked to my kitchen.
"let's play game for a round and we'll go." haechan said.
"alright."
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kim suyeon
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"mom , yangyang invited me to his house , mrs liu is making dessert." i announced as i walked down the stairs.
"this late? but it's yangyang , you can go." my mother said as she turns her head to look at me.
"only you? how about me?" doyoung asked.
"oh well , he did say you can join but, i don't want you to join." i said , looking at him.
"let your brother join , suyeon." my mother said as she chuckled.
"please , i swear i won't disturb you and yangyang." he said as he grinned.
oh my , kim doyoung.
"is there something between yangyang and you?" my mother said as she giggled.
"no, mom. don't listen to him." i said as i rolled my eyes.
"you guys kinda look good together." my mom teased.
"mom please , we are best friends." i said as i rolled my eyes.
"okay okay i won't do that again." she laughed.
"let's go." i said to doyoung.
"i can go?"
"you said you want to go , hurry up." i said as i walked to the door.
"oh yes!" he exclaimed.
we both walked together to yangyang house it only took about 10 minutes or less to arrive.
"welcome!" yangyang greeted as he opened the door.
"make yourselves at home , doyoung , suyeon." mrs liu said as she saw us.
"thank you mrs liu!" i thanked her.
"the dessert is in the kitchen , i made it with my grandma , go and taste it." yangyang said as he pushed me to the kitchen.
"you made it? wow yangyang , since when you know how to bake?" i asked as turned to him.
"my grandma force me to do so." he whispered.
i covered my mouth with my palm , pretend to be shocked.
i took the spoon and tasted the dessert.
"it's so delicious mrs liu! as usual." i said as i chuckled while showing thumbs up to her.
she giggled as she saw me.
"enjoy it suyeon." she smiled.
"hyung , take a seat." yangyang said to doyoung.
"oh you finally see me , i thought you only care about suyeon." doyoung said while smirking as he sat down.
what's his problem?
"ah hyung , what are you talking about?" he said as he laughed.
after eating , doyoung said he wanted to go back first and stated that i can stay here longer with yangyang. i know he solely want to tease me but it's a great opportunity to spend time with yangyang.
"yangyang , later when suyeon want to go home , you walk with her okay? i want to sleep now." his grandmother said as she patted his back. yangyang nodded as a reply.
"let's go and look at the stars outside." yangyang suggested after he washed the dish.
"it's been a while since we did that. great idea!" i said as i smiled.
