huang renjun
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"so which one of you?" i asked as i sat on the sofa while massaging my temple. the eyes are on me.
"what are you talking about?" haechan asked.
"who told suyeon about the real me?.."
"..she was naive , i thought i could play with her feeling a little bit."
"renjun..," jaemin said.
"but apparently someone told her , who was it?" i asked , still keeping my calmness , not letting the annoyance in me taking over.
they started to look at each other , except one.
"na jaemin , it was you right?" i asked , he stared into my eyes.
"it was indeed me." he admitted.
"mind to explain?" i asked as i leaned back.
"you can do that to anyone but not suyeon." he said , making me stares at him. the others did the same.
"oh , i got it now.."
"..you like her?" i asked.
"wait , you said you moved on?" haechan asked.
"yeah..i thought you moved on?" jeno asked.
"haechan hyung , jeno hyung , heart can change." chenle stated.
"he probably fall for her again , it's not weird." jisung added.
"exactly that." jaemin said as he looked at jisung.
"what kind of reaction do you expect from me?" i asked jaemin , earning questioned look from him.
"what do you mean?"
"do you expect me to say , 'oh she's all yours , you can have her.' or otherwise?" i asked , jaemin furrowed his eyebrows.
"what are you trying to say?"
"just because you like her , don't expect me to give up on her because i won't." i stated as i shot a glare to jaemin.
"why would you hold her back? you don't even like her!" jaemin shouted , starting to feel annoyed with my behaviour , i guess. i understand that.
"who says?" i asked.
"w-what?" jaemin raised his eyebrows.
"how do you know i don't like her ? you don't know my heart , jaemin." i said again , earning a questioned look from him.
"stop pretending , huang renjun. you don't like her , you just want to toy around with her feelings!" he shouted again.
"who knows , i might be interested in her , for real this time. even though it might be temporary , it might be fake i don't know." i said with a playful tone , just to make him annoyed even more.
"stop that. quit playing around." he said as he glared.
"let me have her around me for a while , when i got bored , you can have her." i said as i smirked.
"you jerk." jaemin grabbed my collar.
"jaemin , stop. calm down." jeno stopped him.
"you stop that as well , renjun. quit being a brat." haechan said.
"will you be responsible if you fall for her?" jaemin asked.
"what kind of question is that?"
"i don't care if you want to play with her heart because i know and i'm sure she will never fall for you. but you , what will you do if you fall for her?" jaemin asked again.
"is that even a question hyung? she is renjun hyung's if that ever happen." jisung stated.
"as you said earlier , she's mine once you finish playing with her heart. don't dare you to ever fall for her." jaemin said before he stormed out.
i heard jeno sighed , i looked at him.
"what happened to us , really?" he asked as he looked at me.
"there's no peaceful day anymore." he added.
"is it my fault?" i asked in an annoyed tone before i put on my headphones.
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kim doyoung
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"where are you going?" jaehyun asked as i make my way out from the library.
"meeting someone." i answered.
"okay then , see you later?" he said and i nodded.
"oh where are you going?" jungwoo asked as i bumped into him in front of the library.
"great you're here. you know about jiwoo right , where is she?" i asked while i grabbed his shoulders.
"it's not to the point i know where she is , but you finally decided to meet her? you miss her don't you?" jungwoo said as he smiled.
"shut up , it's not like that. i despise her , you know that. so where she is?" i asked.
"i don't know , doyoung."
"are you looking for me?" a familiar voice hits my ear. i turned around to see the face that i wanted to see.
the one that i despise.
"there she is , i'm going in. see you later." jungwoo said as he patted his friend's back.
"miss me , doyoung?" she asked as she smiled , i hate that.
"never , till the day i die."
"that's harsh." she smiled.
"stop smiling jiwoo , it's disgusting." i shot at her.
"what happened to the sweet doyoung?"
"you ruined me , you know that. don't act like you didn't know anything." i said , getting so annoyed at the person in front of me right now.
"i'm just trying to be nice , doyoung." she smiled again , can she just stop?
"no you're not. let me get straight to the point." i said as i stared into her eyes , with hatred , it is.
when she left me , all emotions within me went away with her. there's nothing left in me to share with her. warmth , love , kindness , all of that disappeared. she was my first love and i believed she will be my last but apparently it's not that way. she betrayed me because she find someone charming. she took my love for granted because she fall for huang renjun.
"why did you meet suyeon?" i asked.
"oh my , do you think i want to meet her? it was a coincidence. nothing big about that." she stated.
"yeah as if i'm going to believe that."
"i'm not that bad , doyoung. can you stop looking at me with such looks?" she said.
"i can't , i'm disgusted."
"how many time i need to tell you , it was renjun's fault."
"of course it was , but remember the one who fall for him was you. it clearly showed that you weren't loyal to me , never once."
"if you forgive me after i found out about renjun , we probably happy now."
"stop putting the blame on me , jiwoo. bold of you to think i'd ever forgive someone who left me first. don't play victim because i'm the victim here."
"before i go , i warn you to not mess with suyeon. you meet her coincidentally or not but knowing you , you probably planning something." i said and i left.
i felt uneasy upon hearing her name from suyeon's mouth yesterday. out all of thing i ever do , i never want suyeon to find out about me and jiwoo. it was hurtful and i don't want suyeon to look at me as a pitiful brother.
