kim suyeon
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"what's this? renjun had a girlfriend?" doyoung asked while looking at his phone.
i turned to him.
"what did you say?" i asked , he looked down and showed me his phone.
it's student blog and it was the picture , from yesterday. should i be surprised?
"ah."
"is this the reason he stopped coming to our house?" doyoung asked as he shoved his phone into his pocket.
"maybe." i said as i shrugged my shoulder.
"oh doyoung!" it was taeyong.
"hi suyeon." he waved , i waved back.
"hey , see you later." doyoung said as he patted my back.
"alright." i said as i nodded , i watch their figures walked away from me.
what is this feeling?
"kim suyeon~!" i put a smile as i saw hyeri.
"what's wrong with you?" she asked worriedly.
"what? i'm fine." i said as i faked a laugh.
"oh? i really dislike that laugh. are you sure you're okay?"
"i'm hungry."
"is that why? let's go and eat then." she said as she smiled brightly.
i nodded.
i'm not exactly hungry but i just want hyeri's questions to stop. she's persistent.
when we were eating , hyeri looked up at me after she looked at her phone.
"oh , renjun and seri is probably dating.."
"maybe." i said nonchalantly without looking at her.
"wait , are you sad about this?" she raised her eyebrows.
"why would i?" i shook my head as i tugged the corner of my lips , still looking at my spoon.
"right." she nodded.
"maybe i should date as well , i hope people confess to me anytime soon." hyeri sighed as she put her phone down.
confess? i received a confession yesterday and still thinking about it. ah , i feel bad for yangyang. i wish i can do something. but my stupid heart decided to like someone else. this freaking stupid heart.
"you should've go and confess first..." i trailed off.
"to jeno? not happening. it's awkward." hyeri asked.
i looked up to her. did i say it out loud? it wasn't mean to be heard by her , it was my mental note.
"oh right? cheer up." i said as i smiled awkwardly to her.
"hey kim suyeon , you know you're really out of it today , don't you?" hyeri said as she frowned.
"i don't know what's wrong with me." i said as i messed with my hair.
"open up , what is it?" hyeri asked.
"i'll tell you next time. if i open up right now , i might cry." i said as i stand up.
"sorry , hyeri.." i walked away.
my emotions is really unstable now , i'm sad with everything , the fact i can't do anything about yangyang , renjun and seri , i'm upset. i hate that i'm indecisive.
i opened my locker as i bit my lips , holding myself back. i don't want to cry. it's such a trivial thing , i shouldn't be so affected.
"suyeon ,.."
