kim suyeon
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it's another week and i arrived at school. i've been walking with doyoung lately because apparently renjun stopped coming to my house. he didn't say anything and i don't bother to ask. i don't know why it disappoint me a bit. maybe i was anticipating to see his face in front of my house. when we're at school , i just get to see him at lunch. we still talk but we don't talk much , i don't know why. is it me being awkward or he's avoiding me? i don't know.
"oh suyeon!" i stopped as i saw jaehyun walking towards me with a high stack of books in his hands.
"do you need help? library isn't it?" i said as i took a few books from his hands.
"yes." he nodded.
"i asked taeyong for help but he ran away." he said again as he sighed.
i laughed as i heard that. they're chaotic as usual.
"it's been a long time since we talked , right?" jaehyun asked and i nodded.
"yeah , we both are busy lately." i said.
"i know right. when will we play games together again?" he asked as he chuckled.
"oh well if you want to see me get scolded by doyoung." i said as i rolled my eyes.
i remembered a few months ago , i was hooked with a game that they played. i joined taeyong and jaehyun using doyoung's computer. i got scolded by doyoung because i used his computer for hours which means he can't play the game. it was fun.
"you played better than doyoung actually." he whispered.
"i know right." i smirked at the statement.
we arrived at the library.
"ah thanks suyeon , i'm sorry."
"you don't have to be sorry. i'm glad that i can help." i said as i smiled.
"see you later then." he said as i nodded.
i stepped out from the library.
my lips curved a smile as i saw renjun. i walked to him.
"good morning renjun!" i greeted.
"oh , good morning suyeon." he said as he smiled.
"are you busy? let's walk together to the class." i suggested.
"oh? i'm little bit busy right now. maybe next time." he said as he tapped my shoulder before he walked away.
i trailed my eyes to see his figure getting farther from me.
i pursed my lips into a thin line. that's kinda hurt i don't know why.
"suyeon." someone tapped my shoulder.
i turned around to see jaemin standing in front of me.
"hi jaemin." i greeted.
"hi , are you going to the class?" he asked and i nodded.
"let's walk together." he said as he smiled.
"oh sure."
we walked together , i don't know if it's only me but i can feel jaemin's eyes on me. i turned to him and he was indeed staring at me.
"is there something on my face?" i asked as i touched my cheek.
"yes , beautifulness." he said as he nodded.
i was bewildered and i can feel my cheeks heating up.
"what's wrong with you?" i asked as i laughed awkwardly.
"wait , you actually get shy." he said as he observed my face.
"don't tease me , jaemin." i said as i shot a glare.
"you're so cute when you get teased." he said as he laughed.
i hit him before i say something.
"stop it!" i said as i laughed.
"that hurts!" he said as he laughed as well.
we finally arrived in front of my class.
"see you at lunch i guess?" i said and he nodded.
"for sure. see you later." he said as he waved.
i watched him walked away before going in.
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"ah i'm so hungry." hyeri whined as she put her hand on her stomach.
"i told you to get some food." i said as i shook my head.
"i'm on diet." she pouted.
we are now at the canteen.
"where's renjun?" i asked as i didn't see his face.
"he said he need to eat with..-"
"let's eat." jaemin said to me as he smiled , cutting haechan's words.
eat with who?
i smiled as i looked at jaemin.
"let's eat." i said as i nodded.
when i was eating , hyeri nudged my elbow. i looked at her as i raised my eyebrows.
"look at that." she said and i turned around to see what she's talking about.
it was renjun. and the girl from that day. is it his girlfriend?
i continue to eat as if nothing happened.
"who's that?" hyeri asked.
"no idea." i shrugged my shoulders.
huang renjun
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i'm with seri , we are eating at the different table from my friends.
"say renjun..,"
i looked up to see seri.
"do you like someone?" she asked as she smiled.
i stared at her for a moment.
"no." i said as i avoided eye contact.
"really? if you do , you can stop doing this , i didn't think about your feelings when i asked you..-"
"i said no , seri." i cut her words.
"okay then." she said as she smiled before she continue to eat.
"have you take your medicine?" i asked.
"i will after i finish this." she said and i nodded.
seri is pitiful. she's weak and it breaks my heart , to see the girl i once loved being sick like this. sometimes she is so pale to the point i get nervous. it's uncertain. we don't know if she will ever get better or when will.., she go. i need to prepare for the worst.
"why you didn't eat , renjun?" she asked as she looked at me.
"i have no appetite." i answered.
"it feels weird doesn't it?" she asked.
"about what?"
"we are together but it doesn't feel the same." she said as she smiled bitterly.
"it was my fault indeed." she said again.
"stop."
"thank you , renjun. i really appreciate every second you spent with me." she said , the painful smile doesn't leave her lips.
"do you want to do anything after school?" i asked as i changed the topic.
"should we go out together? i miss that." she said as she smiled.
"sure , i'm cool with that." i nodded.
