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addictions

1:21 AM:

me: we all have addictions, parker. you don't know anything about me but i get high and drunk all the time. well-before. the old lily was way worse than what she is now. she wears skimpy skirts that looks like her underwear, gets high all the time, goes to parties and gets drunk, hooks up with random guys. you have to understand, addictions are like fire. once you light it up, all you can do is watch it burn right in front of your very own eyes. the lily right now wears normal clothes, doesn't hook up with strangers, stays out of the drama with everything. i'm sure that if i told you anything from my past, you'd run away and leave me. i'm giving you the permission to leave me right now so i have to deal with the pain for a shorter period of time. think about it, it's for me too.

delivered.

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i didn't know this was up next!!!!!!!!! when i wrote this im just like holy shit lily what the fuck but then its one of my favourite chapters in the whole thing.

double update 2day bcs i feel happy because holy fucking shIT I GOT POPPIN COOKIN TODAY BUT THATS NOT THE BEST PART YET OMG SO HERES A LITTLE STORY

so i asked my classmate to give me a box of pop tarts and hes rich right so he said okay and then he fucking gave me a big ass box of pop tarts which had 36 packs of it inside which is equivalent to literally 72 POP TARTS AND I AM STILL LAUGHING AND OVERWHELMED THAT HE GAVE ME POP TARTS IM CRYING AHAHAHHAHAHA I LOVE CHRISTMAs

I didnt give anything to anyone today btw if youre asking