Ossessione ⋆ Seulrene

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Her scent was a mix of vanilla and strawberries, it was very sweet and Seulgi just drowned in it, she had no strength left to talk or move her away.

Irene kept her embrace on Seulgi for a long time. She didn't want to let go but she smoothly uncuffed her wrists which took Seulgi by surprise.

"Eh? Why?" She broke the hug.

"I went too far, I'm really sorry for stabbing you, I let my anger take the best of me. I won't do it again." Now Irene was the one that couldn't look at the other in the eyes.

Seulgi couldn't believe what she was hearing, Irene was saying sorry? Suddenly the older moved back and made a bow.

"No no! Please stand up, I also want to say something..." Seulgi couldn't really move too much due to her leg but she reached her hands.

"Irene... It's for real this time, I won't try to escape I won't make you mad anymore, so you don't have to worry." Irene raised her head upon listening to those words, she must've been dreaming, she fell asleep on the desk and this is what lucid dreams are.

"Are you...?" Seulgi found it funny how Irene was literally frozen in her spot. She crawled very slowly towards Irene and hugged her neck. Confirming her words.

Irene was really taken aback but deep down in her mind she wanted to doubt her words because she did it once.

"Seulgi it's fine if you don't want to hug me, I know I hurt you and you're probably scared of me I just don't need this." Irene felt like shit, or worse than that.

"Irene, are you really that slow? I'm saying I won't fight it anymore... That I am fine with you doing uhm... things to my body if it's for you satisfaction. I really hate giving you more stress that you're already dealing with. I heard you screaming at Wendy and breaking a glass I really hate it, so if you find me as a way to escape for a while then it's fine." Seulgi finished looking directly into Irene's eyes hoping that her words reached the older.

Irene laughed a bit, and then it just became a loud laugh Seulgi didn't know she could have.

"Seulgi, I picked you because I fell in love with you I will never use you as a reliever. That's Joy's job, to be my personal punching bag." Irene's laugh was really contagious so Seulgi smiled.

Seulgi didn't know what happened or what force pushed her forward to connect her lips to the older's. They were soft, Irene's lips tasted just the way they looked... Sweet. It became addicting once Irene started kissing back she couldn't get away it was as if she had some type of drug that left her wanting more and more.

Irene was the one that had to separate her lips from the other's.

"Not right now, you need to rest and if we continue I won't be able to be nice to you." Irene cleared her throat.

"You're saying you will be rough to me in bed?" Seulgi asked innocently.

"Yeah, that. Sorry my impulses always win over me."

"Next time... I'll teach you how to be gentle, even though I've never had sex with a woman before you."

Seulgi often speaks her mind and this time she said something so embarrassing she blushed like crazy covering her mouth with her hands.

Irene found this very cute.

"Well at least I'm your first" Irene fixed Seulgi's hair that was covering her eye. "So you haven't watched porn either?"

Seulgi kept on getting flustered. "No... because once my mom told me not to do it and I guess it stuck with me."

Irene couldn't stop looking at Seulgi's face, up until that moment she's only seen the angry, sad and disgusted expressions of her but now she's showing how cute she can be.

"I guess you're not a virgin either right?"

"No, i lost my... i popped my cherry in highschool with my ex boyfriend. I was made fun because I hadn't had sex so I just did it." Seulgi said. "And you? Have you done it with a man before?"

"Yeah I did I didn't like it, I'm not interested in their gender so that can just say it all."

"You've never had a formal relationship?" Seulgi wanted to ask that question for so long and now was the right time even though Irene was visibly uncomfortable by it.

"I did, it lasted for two years... And then she cheated on me. I never saw it coming but it just..." Irene held back tears and Seulgi felt like her heart clenched, how can someone do this to Irene? She may seem very cold and mean but now that she's talking with her sincerely Irene has a heart and a very sensible one.

"I realized no one would want me after that so that's because I started to make these types of deals with girls I liked no feelings involved and it ended when I said it. Nobody got hurt that way."

Seulgi could almost hear how her heart broke, she didn't know why but Irene saying those words made her feel uneasy.

"Irene, you're wanted... Because your family loves you no matter what and they won't leave your side. I was confused by it but Yeri told me what you did for people you don't even know personally, you saved them how could someone not love and appreciate you?"

Irene faintly smiled "that's..." she stood up from the floor and tried to carry Seulgi to the bed.

Seulgi thought Irene was crazy for doing this but in the end she gained strength from god knows where and placed her on the bed.

"Stay here I'm sure Yeri will come and clean your wound. You can walk freely through the house, you have no restrictions. If you need something just call me I'll be in my office." Irene didn't kiss her as she did before something that left Seulgi wondering if she did something wrong.