Ossessione ⋆ Seulrene

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Seulgi opened her eyes, she was in a strange room, the ceiling was white and also the doors. She freaked out and stood up from the bed in a whim, she opened the door to get out but Wendy's figure stopped her.

"Seulgi! You need to rest please go back to bed." Wendy said carrying a tray with water and some pills.

"What are those for?" Seulgi signaled the pills.

"These are some relaxation pills, I want you to take them so you can sleep. You fainted from too much stress." Wendy said.

"No no no! I can't fall asleep I'm totally fine. Now can I go?" Seulgi tried leaving but Wendy blocked her.

"You aren't going back to your apartment unless you take these pills." Seulgi got mad at her.

"Let me go! You don't know how I've been feeling this past month I can't fall asleep because of my nightmares and now even during the day I can't be at peace because Irene is present! She... She will never leave me alone! And now you?! Give me a break." Seulgi fell into her knees and started crying, she's finally letting it all out.

Wendy felt like this was deja vu. She also kneeled down and hugged her, oh how she understands perfectly how she feels.

The rain started falling from the sky and made a terrible sound in the window as if someone was knocking on it while two girls were cuddling in the couch.

It's now almost 8pm, Seulgi couldn't back because of the storm. Wendy's apartment was a bit bigger than hers so she felt comfortable sleeping in the couch. They were watching a cliché romance movie, Wendy liked these types of movies she was a very romantic person maybe that's why she's soft.

Seulgi has taken the pills and her eyes were giving in, she was still stubborn about it so she didn't let herself fall asleep.

Wendy suddenly turned off the tv and talked with Seulgi who was leaned on her shoulder.

"Seulgi I'll visit Joy tomorrow, do you want to come?" The taller was a bit taken aback.

"I can't go back... I can't do it after Irene passed away. I let her die..." Seulgi became visibly uncomfortable, she removed her resting head and leaned her back on the couch.

"I know this might be hard for you but... Don't you think it'll be better if you finally visit her grave? I also blamed myself for what happened I really just wish I can go back and never..." she stopped herself before she cried. "But it's done now. We can never restart let's be sincere with Irene even if she's not here I'm sure she can hear us."

Seulgi sighed and stared at a portrait Wendy had from Joy, Joohyun, Yeri and her. They looked so happy and Irene smiled so brightly, how much trouble? How much pain? How much was she suffering? And Seulgi didn't bother to understand her. She just thought about herself. How selfish of her.

"Even if I had Joohyun in front of me... What could I say to her?" Seulgi finally spoke.

Wendy also thought about it, it may be difficult to find the right words to say. She also wondered if Irene could forgive them.

"I think she would smile at you, she can't be mad at you for long, she loved you." Wendy said with a smile.

"Loved...." Seulgi repeated that word. "Irene loved me... Yeah I'm 100% sure about it but what about me?" Seulgi talked with herself.

How can you fall in love with someone that abuses you?! Irene was mean and only used her for pleasure! She's mean... she's... the love of her life.

Suddenly her eyes got filled with tears.

"I loved her too, huh?" Seulgi said out loud.

Both girls fell into a deep silence, the only sound heard was Seulgi's quiet sobs.