(Jared)
I've lost track of time. How long has it been? It feels like years. Maybe it has been.
Every day I talk to "Evan," but he's not the same. He's not the real Evan. He's just the Evan in my head. I miss the real Evan. I'm worried about him. The Evan in my head is mine, we're dating, we're in love, everything is perfect.
But the Evan out in the world I'm sure is dating someone else by now. He's already moved on. I'm sure he stayed by my side for a day or two. Maybe even a week, he probably felt guilty. I don't know what happened to me. As soon as he said that, I just felt everything stop. It crumbled, it just broke.
I collapsed and now here I am. Waiting. Stuck. Lost. Alone.
I miss him. I know he probably doesn't miss me though. It sucks to be the only one still stuck in the past.
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Goin' Viral (Kleinsen)
RomanceJared x Evan from DEH Evan has been in love with Jared for years, but he could never tell him. He knew Jared would never love him back. Evan tries everything he can to get himself to stop loving Jared, including putting some distance(and people) be...
