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Pagkahatid sakin ni Aston ay dumiretso na agad ako sa kwarto ko at nagkulong

Binati ako ni mommy pero hindi ko ito pinansin

Akala ko tapos ng bumuhos ang mga luha ko pero

Nagkamali nanaman ako

Heto nanaman ako at umiiyak habang yakap ang unan

Damn this pain! Bakit sakaniya ko pa naramdaman,

Fucking feeling! Sabi ko ayokong maramdaman ito!

I closed my eyes, then the scene i saw earlier flashed

I opened my eyes and let out another batch of tears

AHHHHH FUCK! how can I stop this damn fucking tears from falling down

AHHHHH SHIT! FUCK YOU ANTNIO JOAQUIN VILLASANTA

I was still crying the entire time when my mom knock at my door

'Mia your dad is here' she said

'Yes mom i'll changed my clothes' i said

I changed my clothes and wear my home outfit a spaghetti strap and a dolphin shorts just enough to make me comfortable.

Bumaba na ako sa garahe at nakita kong kababa lang ni daddy ng van

He looked at me when he feel my presence

'Hi dad how's work today?' I ask and get his water bottle

'Good as usual tiring, and you?' He asked back

I smiled 'never been better dad' at this point i broke my rule I lied to my dad

At the very first time I lied to him

'Your not good in lying do you?' He pointed out

I didn't respond to him

'What happened today?' He asked

'Nothing much dad I'm just tired' tired of this pain i didn't include that thought

'Well then take a rest dadalhan na lang kita ng pagkain at ako na ang mag-lalagay ng tubig nito' he said and get his water bottle from me

'Yes i will rest but i can't let you do that dad pagod ka din kaya ako na besides sanay na ako' i said and smiled like nothing happen a while ago

'Ok let's go up baka naghihintay na mommy mo' he said at closed the door of his van

When we entered the house I did my routine and head back to my room and keep busy myself i need to overcome what is inside me, i need to forget what happened  a while ago.

Kaya gumawa ako ng mga dahilan just to keep myself busy hindi ako yung tipo ng tao na magmumukmok at iiyak kapag nasaktan

Kaya naman nagadvance reading ako sa AP at nagtake down notes I even review out last lesson in math dahil baka magpa surprise quiz si Ms. Shao sa Monday or kung hindi quiz ay recorded seatwork

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