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Tuesday
11.21am
November 24

Bethanys POV

today is the day, dad's 1 year, it has been a really bad year for the most part - we have had loads of parties, someone tried to get with me in one - i apparently have an alcohol problem - i hardly went to school, Corbyn cheated on me and i cheated on him - not much good things but, the boys success, lav being born, so yeah good things did happen but the bad was magnified more.

i did wake up earlier but i went back to sleep because it was early - like before school when i got the call. i havent heard anyone talking or walking around since ive gotten up, i wanted to check so i went to change -

I put this on and then walked thru to the balcony and into Jonah's room, he was laying in bed and watching YouTube so I shut the door and went to lay next to him I leaned my head on his shoulder and he patted my head

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I put this on and then walked thru to the balcony and into Jonah's room, he was laying in bed and watching YouTube so I shut the door and went to lay next to him I leaned my head on his shoulder and he patted my head

"hey bethy boo" he said
"hey bear" I replied
"how you feeling?" he asked
"meh - I mean I'm really upset but not upset enough to cry.. Yet" I chuckled a bit
"im going to make dad's favorite tonight, what do you think?"
"yeah that's a good idea" I smiled and then got up "im gonna go check on moma" I said and he nodded, I walked out and into moms room

"heya moma" I smiled
"hi darling" she smiled back
"waarom word je nu verandered?"
"ik ga lekker wandelen. ik moet mijn gedachten van de dingen afkrijgen"
"oh oke oke - hey je weet dat Jonah vaders favoriete maaltijd maakt vanavond?"
"uh nee - klinkt als een goed idee wel!" she then left the room and went on her walk.

("why are you getting changed now?"
"im going for a walk. I need to get my mind off things"
"oh right okay - you know Jonah's making dad's favorite meal tonight ?"
"uh no - sounds like a good idea though!")

anyway now she left I decided I would go back to my room to watch a movie, I watched about half of it when Jonah came into the room.

"you want lunch?" he asked
"ill make it myself if you want" i replied
"nah its okay - what do you want?"
"just some toast please" i smiled, he nodded and smiled back at me.

a few hours later
6.37pm

"MOM!! BETHANY!! FOOD!" Jonah shouted from downstairs, i jumped out of bed and practically ran down, Jonah had set the table and put all the food out

"awe jo you did everything" i said
"well i did my best" he smiled, then we all sat down to eat the meal, it was actually really really nice, there was veggies there and i hate veggies - but for my dad, i ate all of them, i found it horrible but it was for pops. when i ate them Jonah practically choked on his meat

"oh god, are you okay?" i asked
"f-fine... your eating veg... you never ever have" he said
"yes - i did it for dad" i smiled
"awe honey" my mom said smiled, so we carried on eating and when we were done we sat outside together and just spoke about everything.

8.00pm

"is it okay if i go for a drive?" i asked both of them
"of course - doe er niet lang over!!" my mom said (dont take long)
"yeah okay - ill be about an hour or more"
"okay" she smiled and got into the car, i drove to the graveyard. when i got there i went to sit with my dad and i started talking to him.

"hey, its been a year now ey dad, i really miss you - like really really miss you.
Jonah made your favorite meal earlier, and you wouldn't believe me but i actually ate veg, Jonah almost choked on his food" i chuckled lightly "before the summer, school organized a trip to Colorado, we went skiing and stayed in the same place we always did - Jonah's year came too so the two of us found it weird without you. when we got back Uncle John and his family moved to florida for some reason, so me and amy go to the same school now. anyway the actual summer holidays were really boring, we all just sat out on the beach all day every day" i paused "its really hard dad, i miss you.... can you see me?" when i stopped talking i felt a tap on my shoulder, i quickly turned around and it was Corbyn, none of us said anything but i jumped into his arms and cried

"shhh princess its okay, its okay" he said and rocked his body back and fourth, i cried into his shoulder for a few minutes and then i let go of him
"w-why are y-you here?" i asked and brushed the tears from my face
"i brought flowers for your dad" he said and looked down
"o-oh my g-god baby t-that is so-o sweet" i smiled at him
he smiled back "thank you princess, now wait here i will just up these down" i nodded and stood where i was, when he walked back up to me he held my hand and we walked out to the car

"hey, weres your car?" i asked and looked around
"i walked" he said
"do you want a ride back?"
"actually, can i stay with you tonight?"
"of course you can, but why?"
"Ashley has her boyfriend over and Jordan has his girlfriend over - also i wanna wake up with you on my birthday!" he said
"okay bub" i said and got into the drivers side - i then drove back to mine and we walked in together

"beth where did you g- oh Corbyn hey man" Jonah said
"hey!" he replied
"no offence, why are you here - beth why is he here?" Jonah asked
"i went to the graveyard and Corbyn showed up, he had flowers for dad" i smiled
"that was nice man, thanks" he did a stupid bro hug with Corbyn
"okay well we are going to go to my room now" i said
"try and keep noise down!" my mom said from the other side of the sofa, we both laughed and went to my room, i walked in first and Corbyn shut the door and locked it, he grabbed my waist, pulled me back and spun me around, then he kissed me and threw me against the wall

"not... now" i said
he groaned "okay" he said and then layed on my bed
"you have to wait for your birthday...." i said and winked then i laughed as i jumped onto him, then i just layed on him as he was on his phone. it didn't really take long for us to fall asleep, it was only 9pm...

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