Million Words, One Letter

The Truth

I was hesitating about what Natasha told me, but I was ready for my success at the university as well and my personality became not the same as I had been several days ago as some said, I left the university at six o'clock, I really wanted to walk to the apartment and I did not want to go to the crowded train station or to The bus that is walking slowly, it was raining while I was putting the umbrella over my head and thinking about my homework for tomorrow, but I stopped for a while in front of the cafe opposite the apartment and I look at him for a few minutes, should I go? Or do I go back home? I do not want to look like a girl that relates to any man and I know that there is no sincere man who will relate to a girl from another town, I raised my head to see, it was Nathan again, but this time he held two cups and put them on the table in front of me and said:Coffee with milk, and regular coffee for me. ' I looked at his coffee and said without hesitation: 'I want your coffee.' I took the coffee in front of it and tasted it while looking at me and smiling, then I said "What is wrong with you?" I have never tasted regular coffee and always had coffee with milk. ' Nathan grabbed a cup of coffee with milk and tasted it, then said: 'Your taste is very beautiful, but I don't like coffee with milk, it causes headaches.' I said: "Right, Nathan, what is the reason for the headache that came to you this time?" The features of Nathan changed suddenly and said: "It could be because of the job, I don't know." Then I said:' Have you visited the doctor? Sometimes the headache is a scary start.' Nathan did not answer and his face changed color and said:' I will go if the pain gets much worse, Natasha took care of me yesterday and now I feel fine, let me help you..' I closed the book speedy and said': Actually I don't need help, Nathan, I got On a full score on the test today so... 'Suddenly, one of the girls boycotted us when she came and greeted Nathan while she was talking very loudly: Hello, Nathan? How are you? We haven't seen each other for a long time, I missed you come here.' The woman was embracing Nathan in a strange way that made me feel something inside me, Nathan was not ready for that and was not happy when this girl came, subconsciously took up my bag and went without speaking a word while he saying:' Hey Sofia, well we'll talk later to the meeting, Wait Sofia don't go!' I was walking almost fast while he was still walking behind me and calling out loudly until he grabbed my arm and said: 'You will not understand that, she was a woman that....' I spoke loudly in his face and said': Do you mean that she is a woman who you are trying to exploit as you want to do with me now? Did she go to your house before? Did you do everything you wanted with her?' He interrupted me and said:" I am not what you think! She is a girl who has been working with us for a long time and she got out of this job when she married the boss, she is now married, Sofia!' I looked at his eyes while he was much taller than me, but I was looking at him to know whether he was honest or still wanted to lie in order to take advantage of my heart and then said in a calm voice and his hands gently touching my pinky finger': Do you feel jealous?' I went away without looking at him and stood without any feelings, then I went hurrying to the road that leads to the apartment, it was close, but I felt that the road was too long, I did not know whether I should smile or feel fear and watch for his actions, his voice made me feel That I was in a safe place, His warm hands when he held my pinky finger I felt that my heart would stop at any time, Natasha was standing outside while smoking And when I came until she dropped the cigarettes from her hands and said: 'You came? You're a little wet from the rain, Did you enjoy the weather today? The clouds are so beautiful.' I did not answer her question, but I asked her another question and said:' Have you loved someone before in a strange way? I mean by just looking in his eyes? Or because it is longer than you, which makes you feel attracted to him? Or did you feel love when you felt with his warm hands holding your hands?' Natasha looked at me and said:" A moment please, do you want to tell me that... impossible!" I answered quickly:" I never said that, I don't want to love anyone, everyone is cheating but I just wanted to know the answer." She put her hands on my shoulder and said:' A person can fall in love with a person in a strange way and sometimes in a very silly way, but the problem with the matter is how to preserve him or even how you must make sure that he will never betray, you must use your mind before you fall in love because if you fall you will not be able to rise again, Like you will fall into a very big hole.