Million Words, One Letter

Today Is Going To Be Nothing

I woke up in the morning and looked at Natasha, but she was not in her bed, went out to the living room and saw Nathan asleep, made a cup of coffee and waited for Natasha until she got out of the toilet, I was talking to my sister on the phone and telling her about it, I wanted some advice, is it good to get away from this? Or am I close to Natasha? It took a few minutes, but Natasha didn't get out of the toilet, I went to the toilet and knocked on the door with a force': Natasha? are you here? do you hear me? Natasha answer me! I will open the door.' Nathan woke up and came quickly and said: 'Did she do something on herself? Natasha!' Nathan opened the door and it wasn't locked, Natasha wasn't in the toilet, Nathan put on his coat and went to wear my coat and then said:' You're not going!' I was wearing my shoes and I said:' She is my friend as well as your sister, I will go and see what happens.' I got in the car and Nathan went quickly to Jose's apartment,Jose was also a friend of Nathan, he always came to Natasha's apartment when friends met to see a movie, but not everyone thought he would do such a thing, and after an hour and a half Nathan arrived at his house and before I went out he told me:' Stay in the car! I don't want anything to happen to you! I will go on my own.' I didn't listen to what he said, I got out of the car and went with him to the apartment door, he was knocking on it several times until Natasha opened the door while the sound of the TV was loud and then she said:' Nathan?  Please, not now!  Just go.' Nathan wanted to push the door while Natasha was trying to close it hardly until Jose opened the door while he was carrying a four-year-old boy then he said:' Hello Nathan! Hi what is your name?' Nathan looked at me and said:' I came to talk about Natasha.' Jose looked up to Natasha sarcastically and said:' What is going on here? Is everybody okay?' Nathan spoke and said:' Who is this kid, Natasha?" Natasha was standing in fear and said:' He is a Jose child, his son, but I will stay here..' I looked at Natasha and said:' What are you saying?' Will you stay here? What about the apartment?' Jose said:' I still don't know what your name is? But she said anyway that she wanted to stay here.' Natasha answered:" José and I will build our new home and his children and I will live in it." I said:' His children? Is there a lot?' Jose laughed and said:" What is the problem? who is this girl? Hey, Natasha?' Natasha did not want to talk but she wanted to do everything Jose tells her, because she really loves him and wants to do anything to stay with him, Nathan grabbed my hand and left the apartment without talking anything, looked at him and moved away then went  Speedly and I got into the car, I can't talk, I was shocked and felt like it was all a dream, why did Natasha do all this? I used to think that she is a different girl from others and it is difficult to relate to a person like this. Nathan stopped at the place where I went with him for the first time, got out of the car and went to open the door for me and went down without refusing or even looking at him, I sat on one of the rocks and he sat next to me, then said:" She will come back again, Do you know that she has had a relationship with him for more than a year?" But every time she comes back and when I tell her she says she sees Jose the man of her dreams?  The man who will make her always happy?' Then I said:' What happiness does she want? Does she want to live with someone who has many children from another woman?' Nathan interrupted me and said:" Not just from one girl, You missed it this time." I put my hand on my head trying to breathe the air and did not speak a word after it and did not do it, I was enjoying this fresh air next to the sound of the waterfall, I was waiting for him to speak and he was also waiting for me, but both of us were silent until I went back to the apartment, I tried to contact with Natasha, but she replied with a text that she could not speak now and then turned off her phone again.